MONDAY 22.08.05 Called up Vivian this morning, she told me that Susan is back from her block leave. So i called Susan personally, asking her about the positions. She then asked me do i have any frens to recommend. I said yes and including myself. She was quite shocked to hear that I wan to apply for a position there. She asked me what happened? I told her that Dexia's environment dun suit me, and now I'm holding on to contract job, that's why looking for a perm one. She say she will call me again to confirm the position which I'm applying. TUESDAY 23.08.05 Met up with Jac after work at Cafe Cartel (City Hall), she got lost of updated gossips from SCB. After hearing all the gossips, realised that all the ppl at SCB are bad. Everybody is so FAKE! What a terrible place! Luckily, all of us are leaving. Also told her about me & James. Her advice is the same as everybody else, but maybe I'm really too weak to take any action. Sigh! Dun know how to end this relationship. But now, what's most important to me is my job and nothing else. I mean all other things can put on hold first. Not exactly very happy with the current job I'm having (SHB). Though the ppl r generally quite nice up till now, but the workflow and procedures there r so MANUAL. Can't stand it! That's why looking for another job preferabably a perm one. Actually, I'm so scared wat ppl would say about me if i should go back to AEB to work. My face especially. Though this is something I fear most, but i think i have to set my priorities right, work and money is more important than my face. Like wat Vivian said, I'm neither stealing nor robbing, so why care about wat others say. Moreover, they won't be able to gossip long too. I hope so. WEDNESDAY 24.08.05 Today another "manual" working day. Dun know how long must I stay here. Tomorrow must go to Tampines with Linda to get my CTS ID etc. Never expect that I still need to go back to Tampines again. Meanwhile, still waiting for Susan's news. Of course, I hope it'sgood news. I dun know should I call her 1 week later and ask her about the "status" or should I wait for her to call me. If I were to call her, will it seems like I'm so hard up? In fact, I am. Susan, pls give me good news.

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