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Silence, by unknown
This silence is louder then our words,
More deafening then the shattering dishes and breaking furniture.
Sitting in the eye of the storm,
Silent and still, sending out false promises of a return to normal.

Quietly pleading for an intruder,
Someone to break this silence as the tension grows.
But afraid of the rest of the storm,
This part not yet ventured through.

We go about our lives,
One memorized task, routine, day, after the next.
Days go by and not a word.

The tension, yet invisible,
Makes it hard to breath.
It’s thick enough to cut with a knife,
But tension cannot bleed.

The eye of the storm is passing,
Angry looks shot across the room,
Caught by an angry glare.
As we no longer try to retain out disgruntled feelings.

This silence has been broken,
And now I sit in fear,
Awaiting the storm of words,
I’m about to hear.

We’ve done this dance before,
One fight after the next,
But this is worse,
We’ve not danced like this yet.

Dance around our words,
Meanings set in deep,
To angry to realize the pain our words can reap.

We stumble in our dance,
Step on each others toes,
But we’re moving too fast,
To verbally oppose.
Our dancing words will forever struggle to be heard.
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How i feel 2day, Written 11/7/2005
Tuesday. 11.8.05 10:45 am
how i feel today

My heart is sore and torn.
Will you mourn my death?
Slit wrists.
Bleeding harshly.
Cuts deeper then ever.
Skin severed.
From end to end
Every cresent and bend.
Wounds that won't seem to mend.
Are you truely my friend?
Can you comprehend my feelings?
I know you love me, and as I do you.
I know I'm not perfect.
If only you knew the sadness in my heart.
Prayers yet waiting to be answered.
I'll never stop.
I don't want to give up on you.
You were the light in my dark.
You had faith in me when no one else would.
It kills me inside.
Afraid to hide.
I creep back to my darkness and confusion.
Trying to find a solution.
A way to solve these things that trouble us.
How could this be?
Death sounds so beautiful.
Why keep living?
If your fate is fatal.
What if I'm right?
We had love at first sight.
I forever wanna be in your arms.
These blood stained clothes, are nothing new.
My bitten lip, weeps tears of red.
Tears run down my face, and wash them away.
The salt burns.
My heart urns for your touch.
The warmth of your embrace.
The reasurence in your face.
Don't leave me.
I need you more than anything.
You make my soul sing.
Happiness I've never felt.
Scents I have never smelt.
Beauty I've never seen.
A shoulder to lean on, when i need it most.
I don't want you to be a ghost in my memory.
I'd like you to know I'm worried.
Yet I'm willing, and I promise we'll make it work.
By: Mariah Williams ©
4 Comments.


damn only 1 nutang friend, lol
Ur poem is very nicely written.... I really love reading through it over and over............... I hope U feel better though :-)
» CPKviperpheonix on 2005-11-08 02:50:58

lol nooo prob at all :-)
I was amazed at how many xanga friends U had listed compared 2 nutang..... 2 add people... go 2 their profile and go click on save me as a friend. Speaking of which, I'm going 2 save U as a friend now :-) U and ur b/f .. are awsome people as well, and yall look cute 2gether in yall picture!!!

O.o and do U have an xanga?? if ya do.... let me find U on there as well. between here and nutang... I probably use this site more...though
» CPKviperpheonix on 2005-11-11 10:58:28

oops 1 more thing I wanted 2 mention...
It'll be cool 2 see sum more of ur poetry sumtimes !
» CPKviperpheonix on 2005-11-11 10:59:58

heck yeahhh
disney stuff is frikken coooool!! i love disney!
» your_punkrock_princess on 2005-11-11 07:51:27

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