It's saturday, yeah..weekend finally ;-)
And i'm gonna bluff myself that im enjoying my saturday.

I'm coughing my lungs out,
I'm desperate to go out,
and I'm at home ;-)

Mum say im sick and i cant go out. This makes me feel so much better, knowing that its not because i dont have partner to go out with, its just that my mum ask me to stay at home cos im sick. Yeah, deceiving.
Truth is: I jus dont have a partner to go out with.

Where do i really belong? I mean, sometimes when u wanna go out or something, u will sure call that one person, that him or her or whoever that u normally hang out with...In my case, I dont know who should i call?

Dozen of neglected smses have been sent to my respective friends who i thought we belong to a group.

No reply

So i see, im fading off and no one can see me and my fading smses.

Okay, im not perfect, i cant act like i reply to all da smses my friends sent to me. And i cant deny the fact that i do feel that lil bit dissapointment that i dont have a 24/7 soulmate. Maybe im a girl who dont need one?
Soulmates should be able to chat on da phone whereas for me, i dont do phonecalls, I dontchat on phone. Soulmates should be able to talk whatever shit under the sun but i cant. I dont do secret sharing. Soulmates should share weekends together but i cant, cos i cant reach anyone!
I find myself so hard to please at times. I'm tooooooo temperamental
I swear i'm gonna be the first person who died of moodswing in this world.
No, my pms is over, im jus plainly feeling very moody, period
I simply hate that feeling of not having that someone when i actually need one.

When im feeling bored, i expect someone to feel bored with me.
When im feeling down, i expect to make someone be down with me.
When im feeling angry, i make sure someone will be that victim to bear my shit.

Orite, perhaps all i need is jus a freaking need a robot which listen to whatever shit i say.Get me one. Thanks.

I wish i can type on and on and on and on....
so i dont have to think of wat to do after typing this entry ;-(
im so ylenol

Everyone seems to be sick these days, I hope you get well soon. :)
» ryan444123 on 2006-10-28 12:07:28

Need
No what you need is a cute little puppy. Dogs are so cute, cuddly and loyal. They know when you are happy or sad and they listen without complaining. :)
» kkama67 on 2006-11-03 05:49:07

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