Sometimes I think i should trust everyone around me,
sometimes I dont...

Sometimes I think I'm important,
sometimes I dont...

Sometimes I give in
sometimes I dont...

Sometimes I feel comfortable with you,
sometimes I dont...

Too many sometimes? There's more...

sometimes people just take things for granted.
sometimes true feelings have been neglected.

We shouldnt treat everyone so nice cos some really dont deserve that treatment.

This is what i heard from a goodfriend. Well, I agree with that. We cant possibly treat every single human around us nice. To me, there's always a level to it.
be it passeryby, schoolmates, friends, best friends or even buddies, all should be treated differently. U might be thinking, whats the difference between friend and best friend? arent they all friends? should treat them all nice right?
Sorry, I cant.

Frankly speaking, i dont have much friends. In fact, i dont need to many friends.
What for I've got tonns of friends but only a few or perhaps none understand me? This makes a friendship so superficial. Im not asking for superficial friendship, not hi-bye friends, not friends who send me only goodnight sms and most importantly, not friends who make use of one another. I hate superficial.
I dont mind having little friends cos within those lil close friends, they understand me, they wont leave me stranded, I know we can depend on each other and most importantly, I trust them. Rather spending time on superficial friendship, the time should be given to these close friends. Friendship should be treated seriously.

I treat every single friendship seriously, and i expect to get what i deserve in return, not favour or money, but trust and respect. Im not perfect, and no one can expect me to be perfect. But why...why do i have this feeling that u're trying to make me perfect? I tend to be forgetful at times, forget the words u've told me... but does it mean that u're not important? It makes me feel that all these while, the stuff i've done are not appreciated.

I guess u've sense something wrong with me today. Sorry i lied to u by saying im fine. I just dont know how to tell u straight as i dont wanna make stuff difficult when we see each other after that.


Sometimes...u just need to understand.

yes i do . i apologise. sorry dear.something very wrong with me. i gonna reflect.sorry shan
» joelle on 2006-05-27 11:33:27

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