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watching: daytona 500 listening to: nothing mood: really pissed at kelsey and elicia ugh i'm so... bored. i feel so.. ugly too. me and kelsey and elicia went to saturday night live but ne way i saw like 3 hot guys and kelsey and elicia claimed them cuz i wouldn't tell them there hot!! omg they told like everyguy they were hot and they looked at them like there NUTS!!!! i'm sorry i dont walk up to some guy i dont even no and tell them there hot!!! geeze and kelsey and elicia were like pushing me out, elicia was gonna go to oliver the play next saturday so we could see our friend robin in it but now shes going with kelsey! shock shock surprise surprise! omg i feel like i'm getting pushed away. i no kelsey doesn't like me, she just acts like it for elicia! but seriously. I really would find it strange if some random kid walked up to me and said ur hot! i'm sry but i dont do that! its to weird and elicia says "o well there not gonna talk to u if u dont do that" uh... hello! when we went to wisconsin dells i didn't tell the kid he was hot and that made him come over to me! and um.. elicia did u notice he was interested in ME not U no matter how much u say it was u. but really elicia is my best friend but if i tell her i feel left out shes gonna get all pissed at me! and kelseys gonna jump down my throat for "getting her friend mad" ok really i TRY to like kelsey and be nice to her. almost everything me and elicia do ^_I invite kelsey to do too! when kelsey and elicia do something they dont even THINK of inviting me and they can NEVER tell me what there doing cuz its some big seceret! and omg now i have to go to the play w. my mom cuz elicia decided she wanted to go with kelsey on friday instead of me on saturday!! and it really pissed me off cuz last night they were sitting there in front of my face talking about who would take and bring them to and from the play and i'm like hello elicia u were gonna go w. me remeber! and shes like o yeah i 4got sry but i'm going friday instead!! UGH!!!!!!!! i could have seriously smacked her for that it made me so.. mad! it also hurt my feelings a lot too! and last night if i said some guy at sat night live was hot elicia and kelsey said eww no not him hes ugly wats ur problem but when the found some1 who they thought was hot i'm serious he was DEAD ugly!!!!!!!! and i'm not just saying that i mean it! they also kept going for the 6th and 7th graders i'm sry but thats to weird! i dunno y but its to weird for me to be older then a guy and taller too. a guy has to b in the same grade as me or older its just to weird to b older then him and he can b 1 inch shorter then me! thats it... and thats hard cuz i'm very tall i'm 14 and i'm 5"7 so thats kinda hard for me but he can't be like 6 inches shorter than me! and i'm sorry elicia and kelsey i saw some1 who was in 8th grade and was taller than me and stephanie told me all this! she even agreed he was hot but i'm sry i dont tell people there hot! its to weird and i really dont think those guys liked it. did u even pay attention to the look on their face or were u to busy laughing to notice that he OBVIOUSLY

didn't like that. and when u elicia claimed nick... who i wanted to atleast talk to.. that was seriously... ugh i wanted to slap u! u pissed me off last night so.. much!! and um.. yeah when u asked him for his sn and cell number and all that.. the only reason he said he didn't have ne of those was b.c he didn't want to talk to u!! did u ever think of that?! obviously NOT!!! cuz i saw a cell phone with him and if he lives at home he obviously has a home phone number!! but u dont care.. omg. i'm sry but tellin some random guy hes hot.. thats not attractive its annoying!!!! geeze i no ur not gonna look at this but i had to get this out.. for my own benefit not for urs or kelseys. ~Ariel p.s people please write in my chatter box

** can some1 answert this question for me please? am i really that ugly? go to my albums i have pictures of me. i feel so lonley and i can't seem to get ne guys attention.. guys out there comment on wat guys like from girls.. how can i get a guys attention? it would really help if u can answer me**