the thoughts race through my head and i cant stop them. they tell me leave. just up and leave my body. to never look back and just go. they yell at me and beat me with their words. i cant understand all of them! the yell and scream. i rock bak and forth wishing for sleep. i dig my nails into my arms and yet the soothing pain never seems to help me with my mind! im breaking and cracking. losing grip on reality! i try to look in my self but all i see is a little child. crying and reaching out for some one. but nothing ever comes. im cold and lonely in my desolate world of me. my body wants to stop but my driving will to live survuves underneath some where. some where deep inside i say, YOU CAN DO IT. THEY'LL NEVER STOP YOU! yet my body lies there not moving. not making a sound as i drown in my pool of blood and self pitty for the little child within.

You know...
You could be a great writer...
» putnamsgurl on 2005-02-07 04:59:58

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