Friday. 12.10.04 4:54 pm
XMAS! yes! xmas is finally coming! but.. i don't feel excited at all now.
Maybe its more fun when you are just a kid. But now that I am all grown up, I have more responsibilites and I have to go around buying gifts. Its now no longer about
ME, but I have to think about others. *LOL*
The big hole in my pocket doesn't make me excited about Xmas like before. But anyway... Tis the season to be jolly. So I shall try to be jolly and happy! Maybe santa will come mend the hole in my pocket. :-)
Xmas-es are sure different when you are a grown up. . . Like pam said,
Being grown up sucks! and yeah, i agree with that statement.
When I was a little girl, my mom will buy me new clothes for xmas, so that I can wear them to church.
Now, I no longer buy new clothes for xmas, cos I don't go to church and its actualy because I'm too broke.
When I was a little girl, I will have put up the xmas tree by early november and start counting down to xmas day.
Now, I count down to the number of days I have left.... to buy presents.
When I was a little girl, I would be so happy to go to church on Xmas eve, because after mass, my mom's friends will give me presents.
Now, on xmas day, its like doomsday, cos after spending all that money on gifts, someone might just open it on xmas eve and say, "Eeeww yucks! what a horrible gift geri gave!!"
But above ALL that, the little geri and the BIG geri still loves xmas, xmas carols, xmas trees & xmas deliciously cooked goodies. so, HO HO HO, have a great xmas everyone! ;-)
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