i just read nana's old entry about most her friends getting hitched and shes single.

i can totally understand that!! but in a different way. my stituation is, all my friends around me are having babies! my sis in law, who is younger than me has 2 kids. and worse of all everyone is asking me to have babies.

Once, this friend of mine kept asking me everyday to have a baby asap. I got really pissed and shot her off.. and i asked her not to ask me ever again about babies. and I had bliss from then on ...

Its not that easy for me...

Its not that I dont want them, its that I cant afford them. First of all, i dont even have my own house, how do i provide shelter for my kids? I live in a miserably small room, the baby might have to sleep under the mattress. hahaha you might say, thats not a big problem, you can rent a place what! then there comes the second problem... money.

Money is another big problem. I can't just make a baby and not think of his/her future. I want to be able to provide for the baby before I bring him/her into this world. I don't want to be worrying every month about milk money or school fees. You might say, yeah! but if you want to save that much before you have a baby, you might have to wait till you are 50! I don't need to be a millionaire before I have a baby but at least I have to know I have a stable income. Having your own company means more sacrifices and some months you dont get as much as other months etc. What is going to happen if I dont have jobs coming in for the next few months? then what is my baby gonna eat?

And another reason is Mr R is not mentally prepapred to be a dad, or so he says. What do you expect me to do? Even if you expect me to do something, I cant do anything. i sort of give up already ... (*psst, nana better get your facts straight before u marry! after marry already, know also abit late already*)

Kids, i love them. Kids love me too! :P

No point thinking so much for now. I am living each day as it passes. If its fated that I will have a kid then I will have one, If not then maybe I shd start saving for a remote controlled coffin, so I can bury myself the next time. hhahha

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» Eldridge (219.80.4.150) on 2010-09-04 04:45:45

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