me and this one girl in canada is having a discussion about our culture and the current trends and how its so ridiculous. I like her way of thinking. she's probably the only person i can have an intelligent conversation/debate with even when its about clothing. plus she's an athiest like meso we can ponder about the existance of the universe and contribute ideas on what religion really is.
i don't get the whole baggy pants symbolizing masculinity thing, to me it just makes them look like they took a dump in their boxers. i dunno. everyone pretty much follows particular trends and fashion as it gains momentum and other followers, and those followers beget other followers,and so on and so forth until that particular generation is too old to be cool anymore so we all have to find some other icon to emulate.it's the whole 'shut up and blend in' thing.
and i never thought about the whole ass-raping thing, but yeah, you have a point. the whole hip-hop culture is just dripping with sickeningly testosterone-saturated language and ethics and is just deeply misogynistic in general. that's why 95% of wiggers are male. it's a culture that's degenerated into this cartoonish orgy of gunfights and bling and having power, influence and non-speaking women in bikinis with huge tits and asses clinging to your arms, and the majority of shit-for-brains upper-middle-class bored white suburban adolescent boys find that hugely attractive, however ridiculous and improbable it is.
and that, my friend, is why the wigger problem just won't die. i need me some wigger-b-gone. it could be extremely flammable and come in a spray can.
scheduled debate topic for next week: politics.
it feels good to exercise my brain once in a while. however stereotypically stoner people label me, i'm not that stupid. yet.
now i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I'm not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you
life is confusing. i've always been apprehensive when it comes to revealing who i really am. And so far, i was proven correct. So far this life has been a complete waste of my time and somebody elses. I'm just taking up room and i'm using up oxygen. So this is what it all comes down to. from the loner i was in kidergarten to 6th grade, the angry artist nobody wants to know in junior high and the bitter artist i am now. i havent changed one bit. am i suppose to be learning something? because i'm not. and it doesn't appear i'll just disappear anytime soon. unfortunately. i'm breaking all ties with everybody once i'm out of highschool. human affection costed me too much. i think my xanga is the only thing that comes even close to knowing who i really am.
and today, i shall mourn for my dreams i decided shouldn't come true. i dont deserve it.
oh, and our sophmore trip to chinatown sucked kung pow ass. yuck, americanized chinese food.
listening to: Kathleen Hanna - "I Wish I Was Him"
Hey,
don't say you're worthless. You sound a lot like the type of friend that I like to have, y'know, one of those people who is able to pull herself from conformity and be really down to earth. Also, I have a feeling the people you do care about on a friend-type level would miss you a lot if you left them behind - probably even some people you wouldn't think would miss you too. And, as for the whole 'wigger' thing, I really have to agree with you and your friend... I've noticed that most of the wiggers at my school just act... wiggerish (?) at school and they're generally a lot nicer off campus. ^.^
» desertsnowstorm on 2004-05-12 02:08:21
wee
hey........ i didnt get to talk to you last night *sigh* :-( *tears.
and i agree with the person above ^^ and youre not taking up room and using up oxygen, cause i need you ^^ see someone needs you and if there is noone..well theres me and plus youre the greatest artist i know, seriously. i think you draw really good, and if you dont agree..you can have a talk with my hand *winkwink* jk hahaha i love you so nanana i miss you .. man i havent talk to you much latley and its makin me sad. *sigh* well i have to go.i love you sugar (HAHAHA its cuter when you say it) bye-jay
» xcutthroatkissx on 2004-05-12 09:28:59
JUST by the discussion you had with your friend
i would ask you out to lunch and try to draw you into another mind alertering convo. but thats just me, i live in that world where intelligence is more important than looks. also where bitter artists, like us, come together and ponder the world in our each own bitter angry way. so have alittle faith in life and those around you, for there are others like yourself, and i wear ;baggy' jeans (meaning kik wear, gree, jnco) simplely b/c they feel more comfortablt to me. but i wont pass up a nice pair of pants that hugg my hips and little'ol'white boi ass. cuz i know i look good. ;P neway, cheer up or not ur choice
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