so i came out to my cousin today lol. no big deal.
i shoulda come out to my mom too. "hey mom. i'm gay. happy mothers day"
i'm sure thats something all parents wish for. note:sarcasm

anyhoo we have our stupid lil field trip coming up to china town. i'm thrilled. no really. cant you tell...

i have a tummy ache.

i'm bored so i'm reading philosophy. fun huh? thought i'd get a head start on next year.
check this out. plato and other great men of the past were sexist. yet their philosophy of love is totally unexpected:

Each of us when separated, having one side only, like a flat fish, is but the indenture of a man, and he is always looking for his other half. Men who are a section of that double nature which was once called Androgynous are lovers of women; adulterers are generally of this breed, and also adulterous women who lust after men: the women who are a section of the woman do not care for men, but have female attachments; the female companions are of this sort. But they who are a section of the male follow the male, and while they are young, being slices of the original man, they hang about men and embrace them, and they are themselves the best of boys and youths, because they have the most manly nature. Some indeed assert that they are shameless, but this is not true; for they do not act thus from any want of shame, but because they are valiant and manly, and have a manly countenance, and they embrace that which is like them. And these when they grow up become our statesmen, and these only, which is a great proof of the truth of what I am saving. When they reach manhood they are loves of youth, and are not naturally inclined to marry or beget children,-if at all, they do so only in obedience to the law; but they are satisfied if they may be allowed to live with one another unwedded; and such a nature is prone to love and ready to return love, always embracing that which is akin to him. And when one of them meets with his other half, the actual half of himself, whether he be a lover of youth or a lover of another sort, the pair are lost in an amazement of love and friendship and intimacy, and would not be out of the other's sight, as I may say, even for a moment: these are the people who pass their whole lives together; yet they could not explain what they desire of one another. For the intense yearning which each of them has towards the other does not appear to be the desire of lover's intercourse, but of something else which the soul of either evidently desires and cannot tell, and of which she has only a dark and doubtful presentiment.

heh so in short to those who dont understant or didn't bother to read. mankind was origionally a being with 4 arms and 4 legs. a whole. but their power was so great it challenged the strength of the gods. so as punishment, zeus split them up into the human we are today. So that is what attract us humans when it comes to finding Love. We long to find our other half, our "soul-mates" as some would call it before we leave this world. To be joined and become one again before we die. The origional being could be both male or both female. or adrogyneous. hence why there are homosexuals in this world as well as straights.
hmmm thats interesting. personally, i think i was born this way.there was no real traumatizing event in my life to cause men to gross me out. well, except my dads an ass.

I'm not looking for my other half. I'm letting fate play its course.

my dogs been raiding the garbage can again.

thats interesting, my other half is Mr.Tux LMAO
» xcutthroatkissx on 2004-05-10 09:30:47

i don't think i'll ever have the other half. i think im gonna die alone without anyone's care etc...yea thats how my life's gonna be. lonely and miserable.
» macyxhuynh on 2004-05-10 08:14:21

Xd mr.tux married me last night and we had made mad love
» xcutthroatkissx on 2004-05-11 09:24:54

Will manage somehow.
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