Friday. 4.23.04 7:53 pm
Thought about calling,
Dunno if its right.
Maybe you aren¡¯t home,
Maybe you¡¯re gone tonight.
Been thinking of you,
Been dreaming of us.
I should just lay this down,
So there wouldn¡¯t be any fuss.
Lifes a bitch,
Trust is shit.
Cuz we live in a world,
Where humanity¡¯s gone adrift.
Future is uncertain,
Loves become unheard.
justice is brutal,
And reality¡¯s a blur.
Cant sleep tonight,
So I¡¯m telling you this.
You can believe this or not,
It isn¡¯t going to be bliss.
There¡¯s so much ahead,
And we¡¯re waiting there too.
I¡¯m not going to leave,
Unless you want me to.
I¡¯ve never been about lust,
When it comes to love.
I¡¯ve never ran,
From whom I¡¯m thinking of.
I don¡¯t abandon,
When there¡¯s something new.
I¡¯ve learned nothings better,
Than when I¡¯m with you.
Because I¡¯ve lived,
And I¡¯ve played.
I¡¯ve worked hard,
To drift away.
But something about you,
Caused my frown to fade.
I¡¯m in love,
And I¡¯m here to stay.
I¡¯m not hurried,
I¡¯m not ashamed.
The years been long,
And I don¡¯t mind the wait.
6 years,
8 years,
Its all okay.
The future is now,
And I¡¯ve found my way.
I¡¯m not afraid,
Cause its never too late.
I¡¯m in love,
I¡¯m in love,
And I¡¯m here to stay¡
i should stay away from my dog for a while. i've more scars on my hand now then when i was despressed.and that says something. i think i got rabies. stacey put her hand ontop of mine when we were watchign a WW2 video in block and the lights were out. i jumped cuz i didn't kno who was holding my hand. then i ran away to the bathroom. i dont think i'll sit anywhere near her for a while.
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