I am seriously burnt out at work. For the past month we have been completely slammed with no end in sight. We have been pulling upwards of 50 hour weeks. There is just a point where you get burnt out. I have hit this point. I am also just flat out exhausted.

Plus I am still having that uneasy feeling about losing my job. I have been having it for a while now. It went a way for a bit, but now it is back again. It makes the stress level so much higher. I know that my company is hiring a CAD tech and an Interior Designer. The question is if it is to replace people or add new people. We need the extra people...but there is still that strange feeling looming in my mind.

I have also been thinking about going back to school. Really haven't thought what for...but I was thinking for IT networking or stuff in that field. It is something totally different from anything I have done in the past. Or I could go back and do education specializing in Math. Oh well...I really don't have the money to go back...but I really want to.

When Phyllis walked our of my life I really lost my inspiration to do interior design. I need to get that back. I have no ideas on how to tackle this. Anyone got any clues?

Other than work...I really have no time for anything else in my life. I did go and spend the day with Kristina on Saturday, which i really enjoyed. I mean we didn't do anything really really exciting (except bowling) but I just enjoyed the company. If I could spend more time with Gregory and her I would.

My mom was here last weekend. I guess my aunt had called and asked if I was dating anyone. I said hell no! I have given that up. Not that if I was asked (hahaha never happen!) that I wouldn't go. I am just sick of men at this point. I thought women were bitchy and particular when it came to dating. I have met some of the crappiest men ever. AND they are my age. I have no hope for the future if something doesn't change.

ok I think I am done ranting a bit. My problems are pretty minor...but the work thing is really bugging me. I am already having troubles paying my bills....just imagine if I don't have a job!

I had lots of fun hanging out with you Saturday too! We should do it again!! We're gonna go to the zoo here pretty soon, so you should come :) Greg and the Zoo...and me and the zoo and pictures (I LOVE THE ZOO)...we need to take Greg up to RMNP and hike around Bear Lake or something. Get him in his harness and just go hiking. I'm really interested in seeing the lake way up in the mountain past Bear Lake. That's my goal this summer...get up there!

You know, we should both go back to school at night, maybe at Front Range or something. I want to get my education degree too and major in history and minor in education so I can teach history or something. You could do all the math stuff and then it'll be good...we can both work on our transfer degrees or something. You know, doing one class a term wouldn't be that bad...just take it slow on our free time and whatnot. Think about it...
» lazypuppy on 2007-04-01 11:30:55

hehe...our song came on when I submitted the comment...you own...personal...jesus...
» lazypuppy on 2007-04-01 11:31:27

Burning out is teh suck.

I'm feeling that I'm about to head into one from this class I'm taking, the teacher can't teach for beans, and assign homework to make up for his inadequacies. :/
» ikimashokie on 2007-04-02 10:34:41

I think going back to school is a good idea. Maybe then you could meet young and impressionable young men and mold them into the perfect man, unlike the guys you seem to date now.
» Dilated on 2007-04-03 03:38:28

Oh, and you can get one of them there edumacations.
» Dilated on 2007-04-03 03:38:37

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