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The only paradise is paradise lost. -Marcel Proust (1871 - 1922 Once In Awhile Joke
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"I Hope You Dance" I hope you never lose your sense of wonder You get your fill to eat But always keep that hunger May you never take one single breath for granted God forbid love ever leave you empty handed I hope you still feel small When you stand by the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me you'll give fate a fighting chance And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance I hope you dance I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance Never settle for the path of least resistance Living might mean taking chances But they're worth taking Lovin' might be a mistake But it's worth making Don't let some hell bent heart Leave you bitter When you come close to selling out Reconsider Give the heavens above More than just a passing glance And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance (Time is a wheel in constant motion always) I hope you dance (Rolling us along) I hope you dance (Tell me who) I hope you dance (Wants to look back on their years and wonder) (Where those years have gone) I hope you still feel small When you stand by the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance Dance I hope you dance I hope you dance (Time is a wheel in constant motion always) I hope you dance (Rolling us along) I hope you dance (Tell me who) (Wants to look back on their years and wonder) I hope you dance (Where those years have gone) (Tell me who) I hope you dance (Wants to look back on their years and wonder) (Where those years have gone) | To Matt: Sunday. 7.24.05 9:58 pm I don't know why there's been so much hurt between us lately, but it seems to be the same as when we were together... This is not what I want, nor what I need. I imagine that this does not come with your good graces either. We both said some horrible things to each other on AIM. I would not ever dream of wishing for anyone to die, especially not you. The thing is, you know that. You also know that I don't hate you; for some reason, I can't. However, I don't think that either of us should go through this again. I just stopped talking to you again on AIM. You did the usual round of apologizing, but I won't forgive you this time, not for the things you said about Scott and me. You just got back online, and you'll probably try to talk again...I was right. You're so set on death that I'm supposed to believe you'll kill yourself. Right now, though, I'm numb. I don't care what happens right now. I want all this to be over...all the fighting. Sabrina started all this, you know. You signed off again. This is probably supposed to make me freak out and believe that you're in the process of suicide. On the contrary, dear, you have too good a family that loves you. That'll stop you; I know it. I've been there, with nothing to stop me. I wish you would try it and not succeed...just to see how it opens your eyes to show you it isn't worth it. Spend awhile in the psych ward; that will teach you. I wish all this hadn't happened; I do. On the contrary, all this did. We aren't that couple that everyone expected would be the first to marry anymore. We're real now; welcome to the real world. This hurts, and it probably will never get better...Goodnight, Matt. 2 Comments. Yes this is reality and yes we both said some shitty shit.I apoligize for it. I know I could never kill myself but that doesnt mean that i havent at least thought about it.I know the pain you went throuhg and are going through and that pain i know i could never have..YOU are so strong.I dont see how you do it..I love you with all my heart and i think we need some time just to cool down and chill.I want to talk to you but i dont know if now is a good time to talk i think we need time....I STILL LOVE YOU. even after what you said and i know you sitll love me...I"m going to give the time thing a shot and see if it works. i know u are happy and i hope your life can being to work out for you. Again I apoligize and hope SOMEDAY you can forgive me. » Matt (70.97.144.236) on 2005-07-25 01:16:03 You're Right I have been through a lot; sometimes, I wish you would remember that... The worst thing you said was about Scott and me. As far as I'm concerned, you owe us BOTH an apology. He's the one taking care of me, remember? Plus, we're both in the same situation so what you say about him you say about me! » putnamsgurl on 2005-07-26 01:33:33
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