man! i am so bored and i never get to do anything! i really life! all i ask for is a simple b/f and all i hear is no! man you are ugly! i hate that. i am not that ugly! maybe just alittle, but not totally! i hate guys like that! they only care about is what is on the outside. when really it is that inside that should count! well any way! i went swimming yesturday and the day before! i am really badly sunburned on my face. it is all red like a strawberry! i had lots of fun on tuesday but then yesturday katie was with her b/f and she wouldn't swim w/ me! that made me kinda angry cause i mean she would have w/o her b/f there! well if i asked her she would say no just to try to prove me wrong and well there! ion ya face! j/k! i really do hate life thou! i wish that i could just take a time out of life and just sit there and think about why lots of pplz hate me and why some pplz love me and/or maybe they just like me like me! i don't know all i want is just a chance to sit there and actually be able to think w/o everyone yelling at me all the time! and even for stuf that i didn't do! now that makes me even more mad! i just want to go and get out of this stupid life! well not like die or anything but you get what i am saying! (i hope). i would really love to sit here and type my hands to death but i can't! bye! ttyl! heather

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