I am very bad at NOT sending mixed signals.
I feel kind of guilty about seeing this new guy, Ben. But at the same time I really like what's going on. It's been good.

The talking is good, and even a little making out has been good.
But when the moment moves from playfully joking around and having fun, to serious eye contact and what seems to be a moment of deeper introspection...

I just feel confused.
I like him as a person. A whole lot, he's a very cool guy. We connect on more than just an external level, I think... It's just..
I've only ever looked at one person like he looks at me.

And it's really hard for me to see that without wanting to tear up.

I don't want to fall in love right now. I also don't need to be doing that to myself or anyone else any time soon.

I need to tell him how I feel.
Letting him know could do good for the both of us... it's just...

really

really

hard.

:(

I know its hard but yeah you should tell him how you feel.
» Southern on 2007-06-03 09:45:48

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