running out of money.

i am going to see Regina Spektor with a few good friends, and that will be the last of it.

no eating on the weekends for a while.

I am having a serious problem creating a work ethic.
Mother says college is just a means to an end... and I can't hear her, all I see are her lips moving up and down
nothing comes out but air.

I wish I cared more about the politics of this all. I should have voted last weekend. I can't now because I'm not registered here in Denton. Although, I doubt I would have voted for Kinky Friedman. His "why the hell not" slogan just puts me off a little too much. I may be somewhat liberal. but the key word is somewhat. I would have probably voted tor Chris Bell. buttt... I think the military has enough money as it is, and he just wants to give em more.
Yeah.. this is why I'm not voting.

I have at least 6-10 hours of work left to do for tonight,
double that for tomorrow.

and I just can't get out of this chair. The more I realize I need to, the more comfortable it gets. and the less I care.

It's funny you'd think I would. it's gonna be twice as hard to pay off these loans when I get out of here.
but somehow...
I just want to sleep.

I live for the weekends now a days.

I need someone to trust.

I love the Mountain Goats. if you haven't heard of them... download the song "Dilauded" or if you're a true cynic "No Children"
I just love the hurt in his voice at the end of Dilauded

I am a good person. I'm just kinda unorganized.

I've got the strangest urge to watch the last 15 minutes of Crash and have a cold beer by myeslf.

I know. I'll make a dvd of the really sad parts of a bunch of movies. Like when bambi wakes up in the cave and his mom isn't there but his dad is... but he doesn't say anything. Or that scene in Eternal Sunshine where he is sitting in the car right after Clementine left him. Actually, I'll just put Eternal Sunshine on there, in it's entirity. Or how about i am sam? Holy hell that has got to be the most heartwrenching movie I've ever seen...
no wait.
The Green Mile...

Hmmm Mountain Goats... Dilauded is interesting but unfortunately I'm not into that kind of music.
» randomjunk on 2006-11-07 06:03:21

yep
I know exactly what you mean. Only it's a sofa for me and not a chair, and instead of Regina Spektor (whom, if I had had any idea was going to be anywhere near here I would have gone) it's Blue October and I'm cutting out weekends including Fridays.

*sigh*

I haven't seen Eternal Sunshine in far too long if you ask me.
» Helena on 2006-11-07 06:19:57

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