I miss my home.

Not really... I'm glad to be on my own.

It's just lonely here. Each day consists of classes, some aimless wandering outside, going to hear some people play jazz music in the evening... then going to bed in my room which is cold.

I miss matthew, too. Whenever anything gets too complicated I like to talk to him because he breaks it down and makes it seem alright. But he's so busy with working 45 + hours and going to school and seeing his friends. And I am an hour away from him.

I should stop whining.

Classes seem promising... they BETTER be because I just bought $300 worth of art supplies.
Lots of people in my classes seem ignorant about what art really is, but I'm hoping they'll either smarten up or quit. Hoping. Then again it probably will be like that because there are a bazillion people trying out for the program and only a few get in in the end. And I will be one of them.

My roomate Christina is pretty cool. She's laid back, sort of. Kinda like me. Well, maybe a little less laid back than me. She's really into church which is fine with me because she's smart about it, and she doesn't shove her beliefs down anyone's throat. She's from a small town and she's very attractive but I dont think she knows it (I love that). I think she'll do well in psychology because she seems to understand alot about people.

We've been getting along. She thinks I'm crazy but I won't hold that against her because I kinda am.

I've met a few other people so far. Kristina and Shawn. They're a fun couple, hanging out with them is a good time because they make me laugh. Kristina is a journalism major and Shawn is majoring in Jazz studies. He actually just poked me in the shoulder a minute ago to tell me he made it into one of UNT's top gutiar bands. They're from Kansas. Then there's Lucas. He's very nice, he's majoring in comm. design like me. He's a half black/half japanese guy (with dreds!) who is especially interested in japanese culture. And then Lauren. She's super nice... we have alot of classes together (also comm. design and double majoring in art history) and I first met her months ago at orientation. She's got good music taste and she's got street smarts. And lots of ambition.

I have homework but I already don't feel like doing it.
Bah. Go figure.

You know, my drawing TA was reiterating the point that college isn't for everyone and I'm afraid I'm starting to feel like I'm one of the 80% of Americans that it isn't for. I'll give it a fair chance though. Life might be better when i'm not stuck in the dorms with a constant flow of people around me all the time.

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