well school's going good... soo far soo good... i have quite a bit of my friends in my classes this year.. which is a total plus.. the whole ryan situations all good. i've figured out that the past is the past.. don't dwell on it or u'll miss out on the present and future.. and my present and future(hopefully) will belong to tim.. he's been very supportive and understanding.. and no matter how much i wanna throw in the towel he won't let me do it. and he's helped me realize a lot of things.. and he's comming around. He sees me more often.. he calls me more. which is good.. cuz i was getting sick of seeing him at subway. not that im complaining.. cuz hey atleast i got to see him and stuff.. but i didn't just wanna see him while he was at work. ya know? Tim, baby, I just wanted to say sorry about this past week and im sorry if I hurt you in any way I didn't mean too. Thanks a ton for not letting me throw in the towel.. I finally know that you really do care. :-* mwahz. You'll have to excuse my stupidity and insecurities sometimes.. I just need to be reassured every now and then. I'm also sorry about my mood swings this week too. I love you sooo much baby!

Melly Sue.. I freaken luv ya too hunn.. I know it totally sucks that we don't get to see each other.. I've only seen you once... makes me really sad. haha and stacy np about the grape situation don't worry about it. Stacy and Chrissy I wanna thank you guys for listening to me this week.. and thanks for all you've done for me. I love you guys sooo freaken much.. I don't know what I'd do without friends like you. :-*mwahz I wanna thank every one else for commenting on my last entry... made me feel loved.. I was actually thinking about not writing in here any more.. cuz i didn't think anyone really read it. but I was wrong. lol.

Tim's grandma died this morning... I feel horrible.. cuz I know how special grandma's are. my grandma is my favoritest person ever and I love her to pieces. I spent the afternoon with him.. we had a good time.. I think I helped take his mind off of things.. which is good. We chilled at his house.. then walked up to the barn told my mom we were going to Charlie's. Mom gave Tim and I a ride back to Tim's... then we just hung out at Charlie's. Tim and Ryan had a run in. I'm glad Tim listened to me thou... I didn't need him getting in trouble on my account.. ryan's not worth getting in a fight with anyways.

That's all for now. Lovingz all! mwahz!

Timothy Micheal & Jackie Lynn
*..seven.twentysix.zero-five..*
you and me always hunn

" Don't dwell on the past or you'll miss out on the future " I just learned that lesson today.. :-
» Dilated on 2005-09-02 10:05:56

hey toots.. no problem about commenting, i read your journal every night:). And also, no problem for listening to you.. im always here when you need me. i love you bunches sweets :)
» babygirl1206 on 2005-09-03 09:47:41

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