Well I feel better about earlier.. which is a goooood thing. lol. I just need to get the whole rma thing out of my system.. and I did. I didn't get a chance to talk to Tim tonight.. I'm kinda bummed about that. I haven't talked to him since Sunday.. kinda makes me sad. Hopefully I get a chance to talk to him tommorow.. and maybe even see him too. That would be wonderful. I miss him soo much right now.. and I'm having a hard time learning how to deal with not seeing him as much as I like too. I wouldn't trade him for the WORLD thou. I'm fine and dandy when I get to see him and when I talk to him.. but when we're apart I go nuts. Which is understandable cuz that's how it's suppose to work.. Im not suppose to be happy that we're apart. lol. It is suppose to bug me to an extent. They do say absence makes the heart go fonder.. so maybe it's a good thing that we're getting some apart time. ya know what I mean?

I have an interview with EBI on Tuesday.. I'm excited and nervous. I hope I get accepted cuz I really don't wanna go to school to far from home.

Well my dad as it turns out isn't gonna be home any time soon. Whihc is a total bummer.. cuz I'm sooooo sick of babysitting her.. It's driving me nuts being with her day in and day out. I wanna go places not be stuck here.. heck I don't even get paid. My dad's reasonings for not comming home any time soon are they fucked up with my grandma's condition.. it turns out she didn't need a pace maker after all.. and sumn else is wrong with her.. so they're doing more tests and trying to figure out what's going on with her. What really pisses me off about the whole thing is if it's something major and she needs surgery they can't do it.. cuz she has the flipping pace maker.. I think doctor's should be more careful in matters like this.. and make sure they are completely positive.. ya know what I mean!?

I think Im gonna change my background I like this background and all... but It's kinda hard to see the writting and stuff cuz it blends in!

Well I'm done updating for now. Love you all!

Thanks for listening to me to all those that listened to me... you know who you are!? ;)

Doctors can be retards, I know that from when I had a collasped lung back in may..... which has nothing 2 do with pnuomenia, that's all I'm saying about that thing here, I'll tell ya more about it laters is ya want


Yea, I heard that saying about absitence as well With as much as U care for him, I would hate for things not 2 work out

yea it is a little hard 2 read your words, and I had 2 highlight your words 2 read them, but then again, I made people do the same thing on my nutang a little while ago, so it aint nuthin wrong with that, lol well that's all, and good luck 2 ya!!
» CPKviperpheonix on 2005-08-10 12:34:31

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