I'm beginning to think that maybe there isn't anyone out there for me!? Seriously!? Like I hooked up with this one guy about a month ago.. we hung out like once and i tried calling him practically every day for like 3 weeks then I gave up.. and I was like oh I might as well kiss this relationship good bye. So at the fair.. I ran into Tim. One of my ex's... and we got to talking and we had a blast and stuff.. then we decided to get back together. BIG MISTAKE-that one turned out to be. Turns out behind my back he was denying being with me and he lied to me about a whole bunch of stuff.. So I ended that relationship.. Then a couple of days ago.. the guy that I haven't heard from in like over 3 weeks has his sister call me and asks me what's going on!? And by then I was really pissed off.. I was like it's one thing to avoid your own girlfriend for over 3 weeks.. then have your sister call and be like what's going on!? He has some balls let me tell you what. He used the line.. I thought you were mad at me!? Well sooo what if I was mad at you.. even thou I wasn't... I didn't get mad until u began to avoid me and shit! Then he wanted me to call him today.. so I did. And like his cousin like flipped out and shit.. and was calling me a bitch and all this other stuff and told me if u hurt my cousin.. Im gonna kick your ass! It was like wtf.. you don't even know me.. and we've never talked or met eachother. So I guess me and him are together. I don't wanna be anymore thou. Which leads me back to the beginning of summer, I was up at the State Park swimming at the pool.. and I ran into a couple of guys. We talked and stuff. And this one guy and I really hit it off. So I decided to give him my number... well he had to go on vacation to florida for a month or so. And he isn't gonna be back until the 15th of this month. Now Im gonna go back to the fair.. I ran into the guy from the pool's cousin and it turns out that the guy locked my number in his car which is at his house down here. So that's why he hasn't called me. And I guess he's really interested in me.. and talks about me all the time to his cousin on the phone. His cousin told me that as soon as he came back that he wanted to have a relationship with me. Which made my day completely... cuz let me tell you what he's a hottie.. and he's sweet too. Well I got his cell phone number from his cousin.. and i tried calling it.. but I guess I wrote down the number wrong.. or he has the wrong number or sumn.. cuz it wasn't his cell number. I was kinda bummed out. So, I'm hoping like heck he calls me when he gets back. Okay moving on to a different guy now.. I have this guy friend of mine.. and he's liked me for like going on 3 years now... actually he still likes me.. atleast I think he does. Well I started thinking about him.. and how all my relationships just haven't been seeming to work out right. Well you know how teenagers are suppose to be rebellious right? Well my dad really likes this guy friend of mine and he really wants me to date him. So I got to thinking maybe the reason why I don't wanna date my guy friend is because I don't wanna make my dad happy.. cuz I'm a teenager and that's what we're suppose to do. lol. But lately I can't stop thinking about him. And I called him tonight and actually told him I loved him.. And I really think I do love him. I think I've been lying to myself about how much I cared for him and stuff.. cuz I didn't want my dad to be right that he was the right guy for me. So it looks like I'm all confused.. and I just don't know what to do. Should I give the pool hottie a shot if he calls me.. or give my guy friend a shot?! SOMEONE HELP ME OUT HERE!

you know i say give the pool hottie a chance cuz you know what i said about the ''friend'' earlier with posession and stuff, but you also wanna be careful about your pool hottie too...but i say go with whatever your heart feels is right cuz all i wanna see is you happy, not hurt !! love ya birchywirchy
» ChrissyBabe1718 on 2005-08-03 11:23:48

btw, i commented at 12:24, not 11...i hate how its an hour behind..oh yeh...im # 18 on the list now *grins* yay!! hehe
» ChrissyBabe1718 on 2005-08-03 11:25:02

awwww...im a natural?? yay :) lol...just like you make my cheeks turn pink :P lol...that was funny earlier..ok..im going to bed..im like dead....lyl birchy 121
» ChrissyBabe1718 on 2005-08-03 11:28:06

wow, i really can't read your nutang.. the words blend with the background. anyway, just wanted to say thanks for the comment and yes, Mrs. Vanderpool is a dumb cunt.
» chells420 on 2005-08-03 11:43:55

haha thanks for the comments guys :)
» oXjackielynnXo on 2005-08-03 11:54:09

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