I can see in my mind the things I want to say. I know why and I've thought them through. But I've thought them over so much that it no longer makes sense. What i thought I had figured out becomes distorted and I dont know whats real.

When ones mind races its hard to see one solitary thought as it passes. They form blurs of noise and color. Pictures of what would could and have happened. You can reach out and try to grab at something solid to keep yourself steady, and for that brief moment you know what you want and need the most.

it never lasts, soon swept back to a current of thought. Theres only one emotion. panic. how can you feel anything else when you cant distinguish what another feeling really is?

i used to know what you meant
but like you said, it's all in the way you're thinking. It really does suck
» middaymoon on 2007-03-10 10:00:18

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