OMG, my mom just told me that we actually have to go to school tomorrow! WTF, that pisses me off, why do we have to go back early. Damnit, today so sucked ass. First my mom said that we could go shopping today and then she was like well i think your dad wants to wait until we go grocery shopping. Well yippy skippy for him. And then i was just pissed the rest of the day cuz people are fucking stupid. At least my guitar got fixed. Ever have one of those days that you just wanted to pick something up and throw it through a wall or window, oh yeah that was my day. Kinda disappointed about some other stuff but wont go there right now. "Accidentally" took a little too much medicine today, didnt get the effect that i was hoping for, just made me tired and go to sleep. I wish that i had something stronger than wine in the house. Southern Comfort sounds good, yum, i like that shit. Was on the phone with Melinda a little while ago, making sure she was coming to school tomorrow, if she wasnt i was gonna say i was still sick and couldnt go. I so miss people, i need to catch up with a lot of people. Never seem to have the time to though, that makes me sad. I really miss Laura, i wish i knew where she worked. God i used to have so much fun with her. She was just like me, never lied to me told me just what she was thinking. And the guys, god i miss them, life sucks without everyone. And thanks to my parents hating everyone i cant even hang out with any of them anymore. Anywho thinking about it is just making me feel worse about it so... Put a lot of my pictures back up since my room hasnt gotten done yet. It was supposed to get done right after Christmas but i should have known better. That really kinda pisses me off though because it was part of my christmas presents that it was supposed to get done then and now that it hasnt i think that i should get the money that was offered in its place. Cuz its not really what was agreed upon. I think that i need differnet medication than i have...maybe prozac or something cuz i feel like shit most days now. But my mother "doesnt believe in depression", well i think that she is full of shit cuz my nurse asked her if i was, and that was like three years ago. Anywho, i want a cigarette..:(, i really want one.

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