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Let's think about all the times in Gallery Court.

My first two weeks in Chaparral High were hard as hell. It was hard for me to catch up in algebra and english. In a week will be spring break. I felt like I was in some foreign country. I'm living ina white school! I made a few acquaintences in P.E. but it wasn't the same as having people in Morse. Asians are annoying here. Just because we have a small amount of asians doesn't mean they all can show off that they're the best. I try my best to hang out with Mexicans and a few whites. Whenever I go home, I occupy myself by going on the computer. It's such a joy that technology can keep me and San Diego in touch. At night, I'd count down the days till I see my dad because that's when I'll get to see San Diego.

I had finally found my friend Michael Cruz at Chap. It's a coincidence he moved up here from Morse. He's also my neighbor. I bet you it was fate that we had to meet. I met him in Japanese class and then he became my full-time friend up here in Temecula. He was the closest thing to San Diego and I'd enjoy everytime spent with him. Pretty soon he became my best friend.

There was this girl named Jacke Serrano and she had long hair along with light filipino skin. I admit, she was pretty. She became close to my sister Rocielle. One day I witnessed Jackie give a light kiss to my sister's cheek. Just for watching that smooch I got a kiss, too. "I bet you want a kiss, too" SMACK! That stole me for a while. We began hanging out. We'd make brownies together with my sister and go out to the mall. I really tried not to care or show that I didn't care. She hung out with me a lot in school until one day I realized that I wasn't talking to herin the hallways and at lunch anymore. That bitch lead me on.

Then there was Jessika. I never ever liked her. She was a short, skinny tanned girl who was into beach and beach-related stuff like hula and surfing. She was annoying. Her voice was like a chipmunk and I had to go through her chit-chattering at lunch for a week. It took her a week to figure out that I wasn't interested. I remember she'd call and I'd really just ignore.

After being lead on by Jackie, I promised myself that I won't ever go for any girls here. The Promise was more intense when Jessika came along.

Mom's happy that we are all up here but me and my sisters felt like prisoners. I'd drive to the book store so I can keep a peace of mind from Uncle Eric. That ended though. Uncle Eric had got my mom to lecture me to stay because I'm a young licenced driver. Funny how his son (same age as me) goes everywhere in San Diego.

It's burning hot here and it's Friday. Feels like hell. I'm the lowest of low right now and I just want to feel the ocean lick my face. My room is suppose to feel cozy but I feel so small. I close my eyes. Prayers. Why God? why.. Someone rescue me. Music is my escape every night and the the start of my two week spring break begins. That means I get to have a week to stay in San Diego. I search for days and weeks to stay in San Diego. Before I didn't have to hunt this personal treasure.

..Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive? Do you remember that? Everything has changed..