i've been so stressed out about so much lately i've been letting every stupid little thing get to me. i hate being like that, which of course makes it worse cuz i end up mad at myself for being this way. tonight i freaked out about....well, nothing. it was nothing that should have ever bothered me and i knew this, but as hard as i tried it still got to me. and i made someone worry. made him worry and feel bad about stuff that he shouldnt have had to deal with, and had no reason to feel bad for. i feel really shitty about it happening and i wish it hadnt. i wish i could just get away for awhile. take a break from my life. not necessarily everyone or everything in it, but just have some time where i didnt have to be responsible for everything......i really just need a break from worrying.

Oh I hate that. Don't clench your jaw, it'll come back and bite you in the ass.
» ikimashokie on 2007-01-19 01:30:58

Go fishin'.

In all seriousness, there must be some avenue that can take you away from the family and give you some space
» Dilated on 2007-01-19 04:05:36

i know the feeling....
life definitely sucks sometimes....but to be perfectly honest with you (and if it makes you feel any better)...i'd trade school/parental/work problems for having christine any day...i'd rather have to deal with a bunch of bullshit than to not have her in my life anymore....i guess i need to realize that there are many different kinds of problems that life can throw at you...and right now...we are both experiencing different types...and it would seem that neither of us are good at coping with them...i hope you feel better soon
» Rip-Tide-Prophecy on 2007-01-19 07:50:45

utopia is on the horizon. :)

cheers,
sank
» thaitanic on 2007-01-21 11:38:34

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