things have been pretty hard lately, well, some things, not all. my car engine finally died on thanksgiving night. i have it back and running now, but had to spend about $1700 to get a different engine put in. that took a big chunk out of my funds. i've also been having a rough time with the parents. i know i live in their house so they really have the right to make the rules, i just dont understand them. being 21 and still having to be home at midnight and let them know where i am every second!! i feel so restricted and tied down. one would think at a certain age these stupid restrictions would stop. my mom also had a very uncomfortable conversation with me. funny thing was i actually woke up in a good mood this morning and was feeling good about today.....until she came to talk to me of course. all in all it basically boiled down to her saying that she and dad hadnt changed but that my attitude towards them has, and that it was my bad attitude that was the cause of most of the trouble. yes, i'll amdit i've had a bad attitude towards them lately but thats only because i think they're being retarded in enforcing the same bullshit rules, with no intentions of ever letting up. even when i'm being good and not causing trouble i always seem to be in it somehow. i guess i just feel like giving up. if even when i'm trying to be a good girl and i'm still fucking it up why waste my time and effort. *sigh*........here's hoping things get better soon.

yeah....
that does kinda suck...at least you have all of your friends to help you enjoy the time you spend outside of the house
» Rip-Tide-Prophecy on 2006-12-10 04:15:42

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