compared to how things have been, its been pretty good lately. i had court wednesday for the stupid fender bender i had in the parking lot in august. they were trying to charge me with hitting and running and driving on a suspended liscense. thankfully there was enough doubt in both areas on whether i was infact telling the truth or not there was no choice but to let me off for it all. so thankfully that bit of legal trouble there is over. now all i have to do is be good during this year of probation and finish all my drug classes. however since i wont be granted a pbj for my dui until after i complete my probation and classes it shows on my record. thanks to that i have points on my liscense and the insurance company is kicking me off their policy. now i have to worry about finding my own insurance and just hope i can keep up with the cost of it. but even with some of these added problems i feel like a huge burden has been lifted off my shoulders. now onto some better news. juli is coming back home!!! i'm hoping to make the best of the few weeks she'll be here. plus since i've quit fye i'll have plenty of free time to hang out. my last day there was saturday the 29th. that sunday i got to go to whorehey's church then come home and hang with mom and dad watching x-files. later on andrea and paulie pantz came over and we tried to go to a haunted trail. that didnt work out so well since most of them were closed, but we did find out that the carnival was open. so we all put our money together and rode a few rides. however simple and stupid it might have been, i had a total blast. then today i got to see scottness after several months. i think i maybe saw him 3 times during this whole summer. really depressing considering last summer i spent almost every day with him. but anyways i stayed up nearly all night (till 530) baking cup cakes for him. then me and desi drove to rockville to see his race. being as awesome as scottness is, he won the race. salisbury's boys and girls also won the meet, so it was an all around good day for them. it was so much fun watching people run again, although i did feel a lil kinda like homesick to have it all back again. seeing scottness though did bring back some painful thoughts. i realized how much i missed him, and missed hanging out with him. then i also started to think of everything between us and how it didnt work out. why do i seem to have such bad luck with guys?? its not that no one likes me, its just that whomever i do want to like me back never seems to. or if they do there's some other reason why its a no go. i dont know what to think really. i chalk it up to me just being too skidish about the whole dating scene. however i know there are individuals who i would disregard my fears if dating for them...... but for one reason or another, i lose out.

ta - da!
thats great news! im glad you've finally been blessed with some time to hang out. i hope you have an even better time with juli around. live it up niki..live it up =) keefisis
» PureRidiculous on 2005-11-06 08:47:23

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