Why should I care? You obviously don’t care about what I have to say since you never bother to listen. Never bother to change. You won’t stop listening. And I wish you would so you were forced to ask me about my day.

Why should I care about deciphering all you stupid emails? If you don’t actually want me to know what you are saying, then why should I bother to try and figure it out? If you are just going to keep sending me emails I can’t read, then why should I wait for you to reach me?

You are just some jerk with nothing better to do with his afternoon than listen to me live my life. Well it’s time you got a life of your own.

If you don’t want to actually be in mine, then stay out! I am tired of waiting for some asshole who can’t manage the decency to interact with me.

Even if I don’t know you, I would have given you the chance. But you won’t give me one, so why should I keep asking?

You are the fool because you want nothing more from me. I am the fool because I keep hoping you will hear me.

It doesn’t have to be like this. I am tired of begging for attention. And I shouldn’t have to.

One day soon I will stop caring about what you have to say. Since I can’t read it anyhow, why bother asking for more. You obviously don’t want me to understand you.


You are just a joke with out a punch line. Because that is all you want to be to me. just a stupid playground bully pulling the same pranks to make your self feel better because I don’t understand you. Ask yourself why that is. How could I know you? You won’t show me or tell me anything about you. How can I know you? All I know about you is the pain you cause. All I have are memories about a guy I knew once who wants nothing to do with me. the only thing I can do is let both of you go.
After so long, are we any closer? Am I any less angry? Or less in pain?

You are just some fairy tale I have conjured up in hopes that the one I love was listening. But you aren’t him. Because this isn’t making us closer; it only expands the distance between us.

If he loved me, he wouldn’t allow that. No man that actually loved me would allow more distance to come between us. He would try to prevent us from separating ever again.

You will always be some other time. Some other day. Not now. Not ever. I am never good enough for your attention presently. Even though you have nothing better to do, I am still not considered.

That should tell me all I want to know. Because if you can’t even change enough to talk to me, what makes me think you will ever make time for me?
You are happy in your game. So why would you ever change that? If you loved me, you would have come by now. A man in love wouldn’t have allowed a minute to go by the minute he heard me calling him.

Keep running. One day you will notice that I stopped chasing you. Your problem is that you won’t notice when I stopped or how long you kept playing.

And then you will realize that it is too late for us. I will have moved on. And you will still be playing catch up.

I don’t deserve this. I deserve someone who isn’t afraid to love me back. You should be proud to earn my love. If you can’t see that is what I offer, you are a fool. If you have no desire to keep my love, then I will simply stop offering my heart to you.

No distance would be too great to cross if I just knew I could reach you. But running only shows me you have no intention of slowing down. So it is time for me to move on.

Keep running so I can let go. You clearly aren’t trying to come any closer, so maybe I should just let you keep running. You aren’t running to me, so you must be running away. All I have to do is let go.

I am not hiding from you. So if you were looking for me, you would have come by now. Keep running. Push me away and see what happens. Because your plan is working. I am severing any connection I have with you.

And one day all you will be to me is a ghost of a fairytale I had once. All I will know of you is the resentment I have because you never chose to be anything more.

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