Do you love me? then why aren't you coming closer. i said i love you. i have never stopped saying that.

i get mad sometimes. as i well should. and i am sorry i get carried away sometimes, but i seem to have less and less control over my hormones lately and it has heightened my mood swings. yes, i would like an apology and an explanation from you. but more than anything i want to hear your voice. not hearing anything from you for so long is what is eating away at me. no response in any direction is what makes me weak. tell me something so i can be strong again. i have waited patiently. but i can feel that you are close and it kills me that you aren't coming any closer. and Silly Monkey buzzing around my head when i am on the phone doesn't tell me when you are coming or how you feel. tell me you are mine so i don't have to worry anymore. tell me something so i don't push you away. tell me you love me too.

write it in the sky if you must with smoke from your plane, but say something so i know you care. use the clouds to spell out your love for me if you want, but do something. all this waiting. how much longer must i wait to hear if my feelings are reciprocated?

give me some indication that you are coming home to me so i can stop crying. i long for something to sing about and i promise to sing you all the lullabies in the world if you sleep next to me.

if you love me and i love you then why are you not running back to me? what keeps you? do not be afraid. the hardest part is over.

when will we start again?

oh my.. reading this is like reading my own thoughts. I know exactly how you feel
» Midnight on 2007-09-12 03:17:21

mm...
I just think the world would be a better place if people could just be honest with each other. No messy, annoying, pointless complications that only get in the way and take time away from the truth and one another. Just come right out with it! *sigh* If only it was, if only...
» Silver-dot- on 2007-09-13 01:22:55

thanks for listening!
» mygreatescape on 2007-09-26 11:22:37

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