Sometimes i wonder what my dreams are trying to tell me. Is it my brain trying to work something out, is it my imagination running away with me? Or is it some random tidbit that i have fixated on and ran with it? I am not sure. My dreams are in color and usually involve a memory from my past.

Last night i dreamt about the class plays. In my high school, every year had to put on a play that would be judged by the faculty for the winner. I was the director of the Junior and Senior year plays in which we won both years. It is something that i am very proud of despite it not having very much weight in the grand scheme of life.

so last night i dreamt that it was again time for the plays, but this time i was also acting a part. I don't think i was directing. So, anyhow, in this dream i suppose i was the lead and i remember it being the morning performance of which i did really well. i remembered all of my lines and acted every scene out correctly.

when it was time for the second performance, i remember that i fumbled the opening line. and i remember that the understudy came out in the middle of the performance to replace me and how i was kicked out of the performance. I felt inadequate as i walked off the stage and i remember pondering it behind stage as i heard the understudy take over. i was puzzled from getting kicked off and i remembered feeling like the others involved in the play thought that i wasn't prepared or in a state to continue so they kicked me off.

hum, i am not sure what to make of it. more on this later, now i have to work.

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