can you just stop all the fuss and fears for a second and realize that i just want to love you? can't you see that? just calm down and realize that love is a good thing. i mean, i know we haven't spoken in a while and i know it might be a little weird. but i could find heaven in your voice, if you could find the courage to speak. i am tired of asking. i don't know what to think anymore, but i know i am still in the dark alone and i don't want to be. do you want me to move on? are you gearing up the courage to find me? can i please have something from you that shows me you care? i am so sad with out you and i just wish you would meet me half way. you leave me in the dark and then get jealous. i don't understand. you said you didn't want me then wonder why i am sad. you tell me to stay in the dark and then talk about love on April Fool's Day. i cannot numb this nor drown it in tears. so tell me what you want. send me an email, call me, show up at my work and take me to lunch. send me flowers or do something. because honestly at this point, i don't think you can hear me and i don't want to be alone anymore. i know if we could try again, maybe things would be great. but i can't do this alone. please help me.

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