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PIC OF THE MOMENT


My sexy friends on a luxe night
from left: Jess, Jason & Mel

THE REALITY BEHIND THE DREAM


murasaki*dream
Age. 40
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. chinese
Location perth, Australia
School. Other
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YOUR OPINION
LYRICS OF THE MOMENT
Faye Wong

Eyes on Me


I never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You`d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you`re holding back
Or pain if that`s what it is
How can I let you know
I`m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you`re not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
CHATTERBOX
CHILLIN'
Faye Wong -Eyes on me
(Classic!)






Fear of the challenge
Saturday. 11.29.03 4:54 am
Today I had one bad situation after another in Myers. It is now my third shift and I was sent to children's wear AGAIN. It wasn't too bad but it was annoying all the things I had to remember along with all the background stressors. MY head hurts now and it's feeling pretty hot! But I was surprised at myself for being at the point of 'giving up' cuz I honestly wanted to walk out of that store. It is not usually me...but I think it just takes more practise. There was just too many ppl, too many noises, just too damn SHIT going on at the same time!

Last night me and the girls got together again to have dinner. The original lumen ppl:Gail, Heidi, Melissa, Nicole and June. Except Michelle. Missed her there and the purpose was to say "goodbye" to Michelle and Gail cuz they are going to the mines to work. Gail is staying an extra week and I am chuffed about that! Cuz I didn't really want anyone to leave. But sad that I couldn't say byes to shelley. I have photos and I shall post them up soon. We again had our "SOFA CONVERSATIONS"...know it sounds kinky but it is that piece of furniture has had some great, quality times. I think so far...the group has sat on that sofa bed about 3 times and the things we say just lead on to others. It is open, philosophical, interesting and "educating"...it is so funny too cuz we all just get to crack up and most importantly catch up.

I don't get to see these girls very often and when I do I cherish the times we spend. They are the my girls ever...I mean I am so proud to be surrounded by such great friends, respect each of them for their inviduality and their spirituality. I can see them becoming very powerful and knowledgable women in the future...they are already! We chatted for about 3.5 hours straight. Could've gone all night until we dropped to sleep.

It was fun girls...if u are reading and we should do that more often. Even though I get scared shitless whenever Heidi brings out the 'REVELATIONS' topic! I want the mark of the beast! I want to be a part of that 144,000 selected by god on judgement day...will read revelations tonight...hahaha hopefully it will secure me a place in heaven.

Past conversations on the sofa:
June - Man that is just FUGLY!!!!
Me - What's that stand for?
June - Fucking Ugly
Gail - That's just harsh! That's like "UGLY" with a passion!!!

Me- FESTY! Isn't that what Rebecca says?
June - That is so FESTY!
Gail - Ben says that to girls that are slates. It's so annoying!
Me- Kinda reminds me of something gross or disgusting, like it's rotting


*updates on pics coming soon...

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