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This is Nugget (black cockspanial), Fernando's doggie...ooooo I think he is kawaii desu ne..Can I have him? My boo...won't let me...awww! (Thanks Boo I luv this pic!! ^_^)

mood: exhausted #_#

Everyone who thinks I am a bitch...say AYE! I have a feeling there is gonna be a lot of response and a lot of hands in the air. Hmmm...a strange way to start off the entry but there is a reason for me to be a "bitch" to protect myself from hurt. Isn't that natural for everyone? Sometimes the biggest bitch can be the nicest girl... only when u get on her good side. hahaha...I dunno just feeling crap... I feel I can't hold onto new friends easily...unless they are just as open as me and try to understand everything. Cuz I just don't have the effort to be nice anymore...it's hard wen u do something nice for ppl and they don't appreciate it or remember it. Old friends accept me for being who I am...and I say Thank you to them ^_^ for always being there for me...thick and thin...I only need a handful of friends I realised.

My backs aches...I was working at the election poll in Hasluck just yesterday and so glad that the LIBERAL party won! I wouldn't be happy if they didn't win, cuz this is my first election and I would like the one I voted to win...hahaha. Why do I even care? I guess I am beginning to feel what it is like to be a citizen now :D It's been nearly 2 yrs...and not bad :) I had a 13 hour shift at YALE primary, sitting down and marking ppl off. I saw soooo many familiar faces from my past cuz it was in THORNLIE (My childhood suburb). My yr.2 teacher, Jess Thrumble, Kelli Trinidad, Jess Currell, James Terlick (n his mum!)...it was nice... it was like "HEY I KNOW U!!!" LOL! So it wasn't really boring. Counting was boring though. Funny to see the silly ppl trying to make it to the 6pm deadline and got locked out! HAHAHA $50 FOOL!

Man I'm such a bitch... :p The night before I went to the red sea with Tiff and Yo, came back round 1.30 and had to wake up 6.30 for the rolls!!! :/ I'm crazy I know...Without my powerade I would've been dead. YES GO POWERADE!! IT works!!! Had the sorest legs and back ever and had to work at woolies today. This is the definition of "tiredness". And fuck-a-duck I have to meet with group mates tomorrow to finalise presentation material.

Kelli Trinidad saw me on sat and hugged me! I was glad cuz we lost contact and all...and I never wanted to lose our friendship. She had heard through the grapevine...I'M A CLUBBER! Hahaha...so much truth in that... but then again I'm moving towards ex-clubber to LOUNGE LIZARD! :p Yea yea pretty much the same aren't they? hehehe...

Hmmm...wat else is new...ummm..oh yea on friday a guy came to my checkout and asked me out! I WAS SHOCKED! I was like ohhhhhhhhhhh shit! Cuz right I have served him before and never have I thought he would have these feeling for me. I was really flattered, cuz he bought a coke and asked for no bag (GOOd boy!) and asked me "errrrr....do you study at TAFE or uni?" I said "Uni" and he said "errrr...ummm...I dunno how to say this. But would you like to go out sometime?"...he was so shy and sweet and I was going kinda red (cuz all the customers waiting behind were looking at me)...hahaha but I said "sorry I have a boyfriend". He was like "ok. thanks again"...

What a weekend...phew! I just need to have some sleep, foot massage, back rub...cuz damn I feel like an old woman. I've had enough of this...wen will the holidays come?? :( Hope u all enjoy ur lovely week ahead! GAMBATE! Not too long to go till holidays k for most...and that time we will party and celebrate together! Till then TAKE CARE! Will keep u posted with developments in my life (there aren't many hehehe).