mood: somewhat happy

I have been feeling better for these past 2 days I think it's because I got out of the house and enjoyed myself. I realised before when I went out with friends I wouldn't really enjoy myself but worry about other things on my mind. To dance, to sing to the music blasting, to smile, to laugh with your friends is the best moments in a girl's life!

Last night Jason came around 8pm with the girls to pick me up. I was kinda psyched about tonight cuz I wouldn't have to be home thinking again. It was great cuz we went down to the Leederville and didn't have to line up this time ;) The place was packed, electronic lights went crazy in the trance area, with an industrial appearance to the dance floor. There were ppl in cages and huge screens showing their moves.

But not for us...we are more rnb folk, when we got in the rnb room it was immediate dance dance! But Mel got cut on her toe so we went to the ladies, had a bit of a bloody drama. But it okay wen we got it covered with a bandaid, so the rest of her night was fine. GAWD! The place got so packed it was like a 'club sandwich' hehehe...trying to navigate yourself through the dance floor is a task with ppl going in the opposite direction. But the music was so good, the atmosphere everyone was friendly. It was so nice :)

Quite a change from The Church and Metro City...Phew it closed at 12 which meant an early night. Jason took me home and the girls wanted to stay for more action at The Kitchen. Well they are single...hehehe and they can keep up. Such fun, got to chat to my friend Ron briefly when I found him in the crowd.

On Tues: I also went out with the same peeps to watch 'Spideyman'...hehehe ever since that lady said 'GOOOOOOOOOOOO SPIDEY', He's become Spideyman. :p Good movie, although it could've been better. I was in my down mood that time so seeing too much soppy 'cry cry' moments in the movie was enough to make me hand back the ticket. lol! I didn't pay to be sad, but to be happy. The first one had more funnier moments I reckon.

Afters on Tues night I got a BIG hug from Fernando, cuz he knew I was feeling like crap and drove all the way down to see me. How sweet of him :) Even though my friends made me smile again he topped it off by making everything even better. :) It's crazy even though we have been going out for 3 mths, I feel like we have been together for ages...at least a year.

I hope life stays this way for at least a little while, becuz it tends to change back again when you least expect it. It's like 'oh...she's had enough fun. Let's play with her emotions again'. I dunno maybe there is some divine force out there control our fates, the way we act and the way we are. That we are puppets to be played with and controlled to entertain those divine beings. Scary thought huh???

Bro is coming back tmz...and I can't wait!!!!!! ^_^

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