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*The things that are written in my blog are full of feeling, emotions and ideas that aren't usually displayed by myself in reality. Some will be shocked and surprised at my expressiveness and may take it the wrong way. The only things that are said here are the truth and not meant to hurt anyone but to just get my feelings out there. Pls understand this is my way of speaking out my heart and I do not intend any hurt. Please leave now if you feel that I'm being unreasonable...but this is me...*
PIC OF THE MOMENT


My sexy friends on a luxe night
from left: Jess, Jason & Mel
THE REALITY BEHIND THE DREAM


murasaki*dream
Age. 40
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. chinese
Location perth, Australia
School. Other
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YOUR OPINION
LYRICS OF THE MOMENT
Faye Wong

Eyes on Me

I never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You`d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you`re holding back
Or pain if that`s what it is
How can I let you know
I`m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you`re not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
CHATTERBOX
CHILLIN'
Faye Wong -Eyes on me
(Classic!)





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Tuesday. 5.25.04 6:58 pm
Pls clear the way for a bit of venting from MOI... If you know what I am about...you will know that I have my rants every now and then where I fully ABUSE the F*cKING crap out of something so totally pathetic...and not worth bothering about! Is it worth a listen? HONESTLY - NO! But I need this space to channel all this annoyance, frustration and anger.

Stress - the number one cause.... cause by whom?? Hmmm...F*ckin Uni group mates! I could seriously punch them in the head because I want to organise this presentation properly...and all they do is BITCH! Sometimes I feel as if no one understands me...or wants to try!!! I am sooooooooo nice to them...I tolerate so much sh*t from them...I swear if I get a bad mark for this it will be bourne on them...that is my violent streak. Ok ok...this is probably scaring you...is it not? Sweet, nice, innocent E-von...who would never hurt an ant. But once someone messes with me and assumes I'm something I am not...all HELL BREAKS LOOSE. Cuz there is one thing about me and that is 'don't tell me what to do and who I am'.

I know this is hard to understand...but I don't wanna tell the whole story...it's just so full of crap. Just feel isolated I guess...

Sometimes I feel it is a racial thing. Wheneva I group together with white bitches I just get a whole lotta shit to deal with!! We never get along... because some of 'them' are so clouded in their egocentric world, it makes me wanna bring them down to their 'realistic' level. Eurocentrism...that's the word...urrrggghhhh!!! I know this is a bad entry and feel free to diss my words. But this is what I am feeling right now. I'm not speaking about all white ppls...jus those who are cross-culturally impaired. :/

Then today I was meant to have a presentation but due to technological difficulties my cd wouldn't work...so no slide show. And I was so hoping to get this out of the way! I hate group work...period. Phew...I'm all vented out...

I can't wait till this week is over *sniff*

Hope you guys are having a better week than me *need hugs*
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