mood: much better

Hehehe...I just thought I would say that. That word is so cool - 'swanky' it's like funky but a bit more "modern" :) I'm feeling a whole lotta better today, the events of the weekend I just wanna forget about and look forward to a new day. I'm just trying to concerntrate on my studies, be happy, eat healthy (haaha not working) and just gain a bit of control of my life outside the house. Yeh...so far I have been breathing easy (checks pulse), STILL ALIVE!

Feeling it somewhat...but hope to go back to the gym and get back some extra energy and build that self-esteem again. But I was at uni today for a gruelling 9 hours! Straight psychology - which can get to your head when there's too much! PHEW! Think I need a bit of counselling after today! LOL! I got to catch up with Yo and that was nice. Got to see my friend's workshop at uni where she makes jewellery and it was so cool! I felt like I had stepped back into the past! :)

I can't believe my bro is leaving in a few days...I'm missing him already. Cuz I have never been separated from him not longer than 2 weeks, and this is gonna be a year. It's gonna be tough, but me the lil sis must go on and make her life special too ^_^ Dunno when that is gonna be but hopefully things will happen for me, or I shall be forced to make it happen ;p Awwww...gonna miss him soooo muchos!

I'm happy that Ron had a chat session with me after work on Sunday...we had dinner and just talked. It was good because it wasn't about the problem on my mind but just about 'normal' stuff that friends say when they are cheering u up! It felt comforting to know I still have ppl around me. I know they don't wanna hear my probs and I don't wanna cloud their world with em...just having that support of 'being there' is enough. Thanks to all of those who have listened ^_^

I wanna see the SHAOLIN MONKS perform when they come to perth -dammit! hEHEHE they r so unbelievable! The stuff they do! I wanted to take my dad to go see it cuz he loves this stuff! Plus I saw these lovely CONS at LIVE yesterday the CHUCK TAYLORS Knee high tops! Sweet AS! Me saving real hard from today onwards - AHUH!!!?? They are the classic casual shoes...everyone has to have a pair of CHUCKS MAN! Tiff loves these too...mind if I get em first girl? hahaha! Let's get em together :p

Wellz me a busy bee this week...will try and bring up more happier updates. Till then - I'm sending a ray of sunshine into everyone's life! TAKE CARE and have a great week!

A little drama may be interesting
and required, but its good to have the moments of joy too..
» tmaia07 on 2004-03-09 09:16:26

My poor Baby:::::::>.............................
why is ur bro leaving?? where's he going?? awwwwwww... awwww...awww for a whole year?? What the?? um.. I'm always here to listen ,.. u know that right?.. ah mee always standing here just waiting for u to yell out! good luck with the saving up.. i have to save up too... but not to buy a pair of shoes .. its to go on holidays at the end of the yr... so i have to control myself..haha... cant go crazy anymore... damn it anwyays .. ttyl keep up the entries!
» JulAngel on 2004-03-09 10:09:48

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