mood: like a bitch
listening to: behind blue eyes

I am home alone - well with my parents (but they're sleeping) cuz my bros all went out to town for my BIG bro's FAREWELL party. I had just come home from an exhausting day of work and my body has not yet caught up with it usually 'self'. My mind is still "kinda" focussed, yet not... Had a big splitting head ache and couldn't be stuffed going out. I mean I wanted to go to the church tonight but Tiff was working and I knew somewhere inside my body couldn't take a further beating. I must look like shit ey! That's why no recent posts with photos hahaha!

But yeh I feel like a horrible sis because my big bro was sooooo counting on me to come and take photos also to be my charming self and help with the hosting. It was held at Valentinos...I was just there last week with Ron. I have no more money...I SWEAR! The security stash is for uni expenses next week - no clubbing! I'm getting sick of clubbing may be cuz I have been to Metros a lot. Or that my mind hasn't had time to recover. I could've met a lot of my bro's cute cute friends but they can wait - hahaha I'm THAT tired! :p But ye'h he was like 'What a sister!' (I felt bad disappointing him). I really couldn't hey...

I dunno why but I wanna see John this weekend...to return his cds (for one reason), the other...just to see him I guess... I bought the 'behind blue eyes' single cuz I guess it reminds me of him. I'm thinking of giving it to him. He is like the first blue eyed, caucasian, blondey dood I have ever had a crush on! Ok...beside James Terlick but that was like when I was 6 hehehe!

I met up with Tiff and Yo today too before work. They are my chickadees hehehe...had a coffee with them and a brief chat session. When I think back to when we were 17 - we were definitely no dancing queens!!! Now I look at my honeyz and they are just 'styling'. I kinda laugh when high school ppls look at us three "scrubs" and say 'WOW they look hot' it's a good feeling lol! Gimme a great career, a perfect r'ship, healthiness and happiness and send me to my 10th year reunion, hahaha! Hmmm...may be too much to ask for right at this moment...hehehe I'm contented for now (I think...).

One more day of work...then public holiday! Then - the much 'anticipated' moment (as if!) uni starts!!! whoooppeeeee dooo daaaaaahhhh... hugs to all ppls!! ^_^

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