Sometimes they can be so annoying the way they allow feelings to get in the way of friendship. Last night I got invited by Ron, a curtin friend to hang out in town and have dinner. It was pretty cool...but it was weird by the way he described it...like a date! I guess he would probably take it as a "date" cuz it was only us two. But phew! I would be scared if he tried to take my hand. Hahaha. We also went to timezone and played...I got caned in every game. GAWD I SUCK! I haven't been in the arcade in ages! I am such a competitive person...I see it every time when I play a game. Hahaha it is funny to some..but didn't know I could take arcade games so seriously! LOL!

Anyways in the end we went to Subi....nothing really good in NB. But my bro called me to pick him up cuz he was having bbt with his friends and just in the neighbourhood. Ron was cool with it that I was bring my older bro. Hahaha...but I must have put him in such a strange situation! Cuz he prob thought it would be us two... Errr...I felt a bit more secure with my big bro there to help me with conversation. So we went to Oriels and just chit chat... lucky they are both social beings and chit chat...I felt left out at one point when they were chatting about cars.

Ron has a lot to say! Hmmmm...me on the other hand don't say very much. Hahaha I am a quiet person...but only when I am with my gfs I go nuts. It should be the same with guys...but what can u really talk to them about? Cars.... which I am so bad at! Got educated a lil yesterday by my older bro. But when talking with Ron he knew more than my bro! Hahaha! He's a well educated boy, sociable, is not afraid to argue with me...one thing though he is not tall enough! Doesn't that suck? I sound like such a rude bitch but he is already complaining being surrounded by tall ppl...

Had to pik up my lil bro as well at the end of the night. When we said bye at Oriels I just said bye with a wave of the hand. Hahaha...what do u expect? Aiyoh....friends please...just friends...

Plus Jason came up to the fragrance counter yesterday with his biceps showing...I mean really... I was so busy I had to snob him off. He was with his mum Christmas shopping. I dunno why I feel so annoyed by him maybe since those roses...

Another annoying thing is when u want someone and they don't want you. Or that they have hurt your heart and still u cannot help but think about them. You know u are doing the right thing not speaking to them...yet u just long for them. It's all fucked up from here on... oh wellz we keep living each day as it comes...

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