Yesterday was bizzare. I had a really bad headache and I ended up talking to that girl, Sesa from SCN for hours. I mean non-stop talking. Man, shes cooler than I thought she was. By the way, Tabitha is probably going to leave to a girls home, I started to cry when we were on the phone. She didnt know though until I told her later, I hate being vulnerable. I dont like crying, when I know someone knows Im crying and try to comfort me, I push away. Thats how I am, im just like "shut up, leave me alone" *sigh* Whatever, she was being a butthole to me yesterday for awhile, but yeah I do that too, so blah. Evens out I guess, except the way our conversation ended last night really upset me, so I just went to bed right after to sleep on it. So far in my life, im very content. I dont care about who I like, who likes me, none of that bullshit. I just dont give a SHIT. Im happy with just 'me.' I dont need anyone, I just dont. Today I dont think Im going to go online, Im not in the mood to talk to any of my ex's , Im just tired of everything and shit. Woop! My friend Matt got some X. I might buy some from him.. yeah. it should be good. Pink Dophins should do it it makes you hallucinate..it should be interesting. Megans want me to come to the mall with her this weekend to meet up with this girl from MySpace. I think Im going to stay home and sleep.
P.S I hated the way my mom came into my room and cried all night next to me, THINKING i was asleep. That bitch woke me up and I was about to yell at her so she know that I wasnt sleeping and to shut the fuck up and stop her goddamn whining and crying or I will shove something in her mouth and watch her choke on it. Ugh.

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