on the phone with tabitha
up till 6.am
was so fucking worth it

She is like the only person I can seriously carry a conversation with and tell anything that is on my mind, and even tell the most disturbing thing and she would listen and the funny thing, she ends up thinking stuff like that too.
It sucks she lives in Oregon cause if she was here, I would spoil the shit out of her because I know shes a little spoiled brat and loves ATTENTION like me. I know I dont give that much attention but Im trying.. I know she gives me it, like she is the sweetest person ever. I mean, I know I can be mean but she wont be mean back, like she refused it. Also the fact that she knows every fucking thing about me or what I do.. kinda is creepy but also comforting to know that she knows me, you know? I like how we talk things out , and how she always laugh at stupid shit, I swear, I forget that girl is 14 , i mean she does act like one but when you have a serious conversation with her, you forget that she is even 14!
I mean come on, I dont think I ever met anyone that is younger than me that can be so fucking serious, and have so much of these emotions I have.
I know she still upset about the whole thing with me leaving her for Cori. I didnt mean too in that way in the first place, I didnt want to hurt her like that or make her feel like she is no better cause she is. Shes a good person.

I cant stop replaying the 'convo' we had last night right now..
so Ill stop writing

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