Broken Hearted Soul, by Ra. A relatively new artist for me, but one that I'm beginning to like very much. This song especially has a mix of desperate romanticism and rockin' music that I tend to obsess over.

(As you can tell, it's been a while since I've written a paper)

Also, I've just noticed that several of my songs from this list are down, due to broken links. Kind of ruins the whole point for me, but it's OK I guess. Not much I can do about it unless I upload the songs myself, which I'd rather not do...

In other news! I've had a series of...very interesting dreams lately. Last night I sort of had to operate on my right leg because it got messed up (forget how). It was suspiciously robotic on the inside. I kept worrying that I was contaminating the exposed flesh. Eventually I just snapped it back together (yes, snapped) and walked it off or something. Eh.

A few nights ago, I dreamed that my brother was killed somehow. It was one of those rare dreams of mine that's somewhat realistic, in that the person who died was a real person and I was pretty upset about it. So that was weird.

It must have been right after my last post that I had a dream that was socially oriented. It was my "ideal" bad situaiton, where a bunch of girls that have no business snooping around in my life were trying to play Matchmaker with me. They were being all coy and friendly with me, but the whole time I knew what they wanted. Eventually one sits next to me and is like, "I know there's something going on with you and Liz. You two should get together." At that point my dream-self was pretty peeved and basically responded, "Like Hell."

Last night I was up late at a school-wide party. They opened up the high-dives. I've been thinking lately that I might have an irrational fear after all: heights. I was thinking this because several times I can remember noticing how high up I am and freaking out a bit. I wasn't sure because sometimes heights don't bother me, and of course there's my constant wish to go skydiving with friends. BUT, knowing me, it's totally believable that I would be afraid of something and still want to do it, just to push myself. And now I am convinced this is an accurate assumption because of last night.

I went off the high-dives. I worked my way up from 1 meter to 3, 5, 7, and finally 10 meters. I started getting nervous at about 5 meters, and after that it just got worse. At 10 I was freaking out a bit. But I did it! I jumped 32 feet into a pool. The worst thing that happened was I flooded my sinuses with the water driven up my nose. That was uncomfortable.

But if I remember correctly, I did the same thing at Clemson a few years ago. Didn't I even try to flip? I know I got edgy back then, but apparently not enough to stop me from diving head first, among other things. So has it gotten worse for me? That's weird.

So I'm wondering now if I pinched a nerve or something because my left arm has these weird pains that sort of move around. Hard to describe.

Anyway, this has been great, but I'm really hungry. Time for food!

Pssst. Hey, middaymoon. I heard about you and Liz...

:P
» randomjunk on 2010-12-11 05:20:58

Ra does a remake of the song "every little thing she does is magic" its really really awesome!
» Ruby-in-slippers on 2010-12-26 10:48:54

As per the request of one Unicornasaurus, I am wishing you a happy birthday.

JOYEUX ANNIVERSAIRE, YOU OLD PERSON YOU.
» randomjunk on 2010-12-30 01:58:48

Blame Unicornasaurus
that I'm wishing you a Happy Birthday! :D

Dreams can be so interesting, in general. But then again, I haven't been sleeping properly and I've been forgetting my dreams these days. (I blame it on Melatonin withdrawal?)
» frostbitten on 2010-12-30 05:47:18

BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FAVORITE.
» Unicornasaurus on 2010-12-30 10:36:44

RE: C
Well stevo...I think so. I mean, there's no way I could pay for college unless I got financial aid and dropped jumping rope. Which I won't do. But I don't think it'll come to that...it's just disappointing, I guess. We'll see where it goes with time. Thanks for reading though...it helps
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