I have never been more excited. And in all my excitement, I've never been this regretful.

I'm excited because there's I might be going to MIT! I mean, it's not only a great school, but it's my Dream School, as stupid and melodramatic as that sounds. Everything I want in life is exemplified at that school. Even the challenge of getting in draws me. Another thing that makes me happy, which I just realized today, is that before this year I didn't HAVE any real plans for college. I hated it when people asked me where I was going because I didn't have any preferences. I was going into my college search almost completely unbiased, except for a slight aversion to where most people in my area go (Clemson or USC, then Duke, Furman, etc.) I wanted to go somewhere unique, but I didn't know exactly where that was. But now I have a clear goal. I have something to gain or lose, and it's great.

Also, I'm regretful that I didn't apply for early decision. Almost all of my friends already have their answers from their #1 schools. I won't get mine til March. Really, am I the only person who doesn't know yet? Everyone keeps asking. My nerves are fraying from worry and suspense.

I did the interview with an alumni last Sunday. She was very nice, and I feel like it went well as far as them getting to know me. Hopefully that will ensure success. But I won't know...-sigh-

I need

you need?!

good luck with it all. it's good to have goals. how did you make your little symbol for the favicon?
» thaitanic on 2009-12-16 01:41:47

yeah, you need...huh?
that's great! i know that feeling of realizing you now have something you didnt have before. its awesome. this nervousness is part of life. welcome to the living! =D
» Silver-dot- on 2009-12-16 04:11:29

you need....sleep? what a cliffhanger, stevo. Really.

ugh I'm trying to type this while eating cheerios. clearly not working.

that is really cool though. Finding someone to fixate on when you've been apathetic, it's great. if that could happen with my major soon, it'd be nice...! Freaking March though...that's a long wait. You might as well just go into hibernation, I'll wake you up by sending you a super long, annoying note on Nutang. oh wait...! haha.
» The-Muffin-Man on 2009-12-17 05:27:13

You definitely should look forward to it. It is absolutely amazing.
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