....not again...oh please...not again...
Wednesday. 1.7.04 7:32 pm
Painful, painful memories.... can never escaape them.
Life is lonely and pointless right now.
Can I die now, please? The tortures i've faced are plenty enough of a sign you want me to... so can you kill me now?
Oh, and according to my neurologist and my MRI, I could have brain cancer near my brain stem. Yep, maybe I finally can.
that is what joe had in his journal entry...if this is all true...i don't think i can deal with it again...losing someone that i love hurts me so much...it has already happened...i know that if it does, i won't be able to deal with it...i don't know what to do right now...
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