i dunno if i am happy or depressed right now...i cannot stay focused on anything...i dunno hehehe...did work on some poetry though. they are ok, i guess. well i might as well post them. most of them don't have titles yet...hehehe well here they are:

I close my eyes

And try to empty my mind

Searching for happiness

But it is just so hard to find

The pain is always there

Eating away

Whey did this happen

It is such a hard price to pay

Images of you

Are forever haunting me

Why can't you

Just let me be

I don't know

Why I just can't forget

But you are still a part of me

And I just cannot stop it

I will always wonder

Why you had to die

And why I just let you

Pass me by

But now I have

Someone new

Hopefully he will help me

Purge these memories of you





I am immortal

I cannot die

My life is infinite

You cannot just pass me by

You are full of

Jealousy and spite

Neither one of us knows

Who will win this fight

You stand there, trembling

With fear of me

Because you know

I'm more than you can see

But look now

We have both lost in the end

You have betrayed me

I thought that you were my friend





My soul is roaming

It is free

My soul is no longer

A part of me





I stand here

My eyes bleeding with pain

I am ever so cold

In this misting rain

The image of you

Is haunting my mind

But I don't understand

How I'm supposed to leave you behind

I am lost

My heart torn in two

One is for him

And the other for you

I am always trying

But I still do not know

Why I must

Love you both so





I am what you cannot see

I am no one else

I am just me





You cannot see me

For what I really am

Something that you could never be

With these purifying flames

Burning deep down inside where you cannot see





I cannot think that

You love and hate me too

As I slowly

Die inside of you





I watch you no longer try

I watch you stop caring

I watch you cry

I watch you suffer

I watch you just sigh

I watch you hurt others

I watch as you lie

I watch you slowly fade away

I watch as you pass me by

I watch you, so helpless

I watch you say goodbye

I watch and do nothing

I watch as you die





The wound is open

The secret is free

The vultures are ready

To pick the bones clean





I dreamed that I was happy

I dreamed that you were here

I dreamed of a life so long ago

I dreamed of a future that wasn't clear

I dreamed that I no longer had a reason to not cry

I dreamed so many dreams

I dreamed that my soul was still alive

But after a while I realized

That all of these dreams were hopeless

But this came to me without suprise





The hearts, bound so tightly

Were slowly torn apart

And fell upon the cold ground

They twisted away

From each other

The hate beginning to start

Their love had been so long forgotten

It is no longer there

Because the two bleeding hearts

Had finally disappeared

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