Thursday. 2.24.05 1:34 pm
hmmm... I haven't been getting to the gym, this week, missed two days already :(. The stress is over with tho for a little bit. Katie and I got the forth to last room in Bard for girls last night at the lottery, Kara could tell by the look on my face I was freakin out. Ontop of that my paper is turned in, even tho I am pretty sure it was not up to par and I got my grade on chem test which was the same as the one I got before, which means... I suck. No which really means that I am missing points that I should at least be able to recall during a test when I study, but since I didn't TALK about chem to study, I missed a lot of stuff.
It's really weird how concepts in every class are overlapping each other, too many to name right now. One being that we ourselves create a product of ourselves in teaching, interacting, etc with others.. like Cindy is producing replicas of her in her teachings, and someone might think that is absurd but really, I feel a change in myself since I took her classes and in a sense have become her.
I just noticed that the flowers everyone got me two weeks ago for VM, the red carnations are still alive! I feel like I have been connecting to more and more people lately, I hope it lasts. This whole week I have thought that I was one day ahead of the actual day, which to say the least is dissappointing at times.
This weather has got to change soon too.
Mitch Hedburg came last night, which was interesting, I mean I know he probably gets wasted before the show but it was even more obvious last night in person. He also arrived late so the other comedian did everything he could to postpone things and even had kids come up to tell their own jokes. Someone's phoen rang while Mitch was onstage and so he told the "motherfucker" to answer the phone, or he would... so the kid brings up the phone onto stage and Mitch talks to the dude on the other line! But yea... *shrug*.I'm really just wasting time... something I haven't been able to do for quite a while.
My eyesight is getting worse. If I sit back in my chair the screen is slightly blurry.
Blurry, now that is a good song, something Ash got me into way back junior year. She also got me into nutang, so Ash, if it wasn't for you and our silly journalism project that made us first hang out I wouldn't have met Keith.
Isn't it intriguing how something so trivial at the time can change the course of your LIFE? I would like to think that there are somethings that ultimately are supposed to happen, like soulmates are supposed to meet and blah blah blah, but it's at times like that when u have to believe that every little tiny thing that does happen, has a reason. Last night I was also towing with the idea of soulmates and reincarnation... and how many u have one, but through some lives for whatever reasons, social, enviornmental, technological etc u can't meet, but in some life you do. *shrug* something to think about at least, that sometimes there is a certain dependency on opportunity to prosper, whether it is a talent, a gift or a fulfillment.
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