Friday. 1.28.05 11:40 pm
I miss my girls.... kate, kara and katie... I didn't realize it until Kate called twice to talk about spring break plans woohoo!. But yea, I even miss their voices how weird is that? Katie moved into Benita's room today to get away from her dirty whore of a roommate. Her mom came up too and we all hung out, she is sooo nice.
I am sitting in Katie's other desk chair that she took wtih her out of the room and it is quite awesome I must say. I also am harboring her tv and dvd player this weekend bc I am all alone here at school.
I spent THREE hours cleaning my room today...reorganzing, folding amanda's clothes that we all over the floor... throwing away tons of trash from my drawers... just TONS! Felt good too although I didn't get to the gym today. blah.
Dinner, Shark Tale, watching tv... and then pretending to be really tired so the kid would leave...
On going home from college over the weekends: I don't think people should. I really think that relying on goinghome every weekend is a part of growing up and making that step toward independence and self reliance. Unfortunately so many of my girl friends go home a lot on weekends cuz they live within 1 1/2 hours. I need to make some more friends who stay on campus but most ppl who go here live close by, and like my old lab partner who is in my anatomy class this semester is a comuter.
I need a massage... tensing up again in the shoulders. THe past two days I have been able to spend on scrapbooking!! I am having so much fun with these new pages I got from this scrapbooking calender. Katie was supposed to email me some pict from lasst weekend so I could put them up on here but it didn't work. hmph. I dunno if I should go to sleep, stay up late and pretend to do homework or what. I am really just trying to figure out how to waste time.
Got to talk to Tim while he was driving home and hopefully see him sometime later Sundayishness. That is gonna be a lot of driving. Caught up a bit with Kelly too online...
"Lonliness" was another concept that we talked about yesturday and how we might be lonely all the time... how even when we are within each other's presence, sharing experiences, relating on deep or shallow levels, what we are going thru ourselves is something unique only to us and so we are dealing with it "alone". We could also say that we are truely never alone if we know, connect to and understand ourselves. That even in physical solitude we are very much with other people in our mind...
I wish u were here right now, here with me so I could see you, feel you, tell you...
well i'm gonna start dealing with the commuting thing or staying at the college thing...i'm transfering to a university further away from home but still reasonably close to home...we'll see on that one...interesting on the lonely thing there...makes sense...nice blog, keep updatin!
» Kollin6618 on 2005-01-29 10:09:30
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