Thursday. 11.25.04 5:41 pm
It was a night of laughs just like old times as if 4 months had not seperated us.
It was a night of changes, physically and mentally... from haircuts, to acne, to weight loss, to decisons.
It was a night of reassuring hugs in the parking lot and over coffee conversations. It was a night of driving around listening to tunes.
It was a night of wants, needs and losses.
It was a night of stepping back and seeing a totally different person than the one u remember.
It was a night of wishing u had the right things to say at the right time.
It was a night of rekindling connections.
It was a night of missing.
If u were to sum up the feeling of last night... it would form into a picture like this: two old great friends walking barefoot down a back road in the summer after or before a rain storm carrying their shoes and are talking quietly, honestly, bowed heads occasionally looking over the other's face full of emotion whether it be rememberance, remorse or sympathy, and they just keep walking and talking. Silences dot the event and u realize that underneath this person who is now 10 or 20 years older than they were the last time u saw them, there is still that kid who u used to tackle while playing football during the summer who had no worries in life and whose smile was out of his heart... but that kid dissappears now except for those few moments because we grew up... we fuckin grew up.
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