Sometimes there aren't answers... nothing makes sense and you wonder what there is left to do. I guess being mad is the easiest, running away is second and trying to start ur life again as if the past didn't hurt is the hardest.

I've been able to say "i'm proud of u" and in the same day I was able to say eat my words and realize that when ppl just aren't ready to do something they buckle and whether or not they mean to, it ends up in ur face, not their's.
On the other hand I was able to say "i'm proud of u" to another person and still mean it.

What to look foward to:
+ SHOPPING! "we have some serious damage to do"- court (I need dress pants/non jeans, sweaters/shirts, hoodies, cards, running shoes, of course we'll end up looking at purses and jewlery [which in itself will take at least an hour and then end up not buying anything]...
+ Seeing my cousins, aunt, uncle, parents, pets
+ Seeing everyone/cards? (or at least trying to)
+ DRIVING!
+ a real shower
+ going for a walk
+ Neato Burrito

Down memory lane:
Whenever someone says Ben and Jerry's I think of when ppl would come over with Ben and Jerry's after they knew I had a bad day and just sit with me, a pint in everyone's hand, even if it was for 30 min and then they left, it meant a lot to me... so does ur apology.

Skepticals
(Taken from actual statements)
I don't know how you do it
sometimes neither do I
then there are days when I am reminded
of why we do it
and that erases all questions of how

So what does he have that I don't?
It's not what he has or what you lack
There are things that can't be created
like invisible threads that tie us together
and silent words that never need to be spoken

DOn't u wish he was closer
Have u ever dreamt?
You know that there u can be with who u want
Even when u wake up u still feel their presence
Every moment of every day I am waking up

Do you love him?
With all my capacity to understand
this feeling called love.
Everything turns into anything
about him I embrace

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