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Today, while sitting in the Health center for the... 5th time in the past 2 weeks? Yea, so I had to bolt outta my dorm room this morning and visit my favorite ppl at the health center again who I swear think I love going there. Why did I end up walking in 45-50 degree windy weather in flip flops, torn up jeans and a short sleeve shirt u might ask me? Well... everyone knows how I have been complaining of a very painful throat and the nurses couldn't find anything really wrong with me. So, this morning I got up around 9, had a weird taste in my mouth, went and brushed my teeth like I normally do, my throat really hurt, I spit, *pause* looked, closed my eyes, looked again and low and behold a wad of blood just came out of MY mouth. I stood there thinking, well ain't this interesting, I'l be darned! (seriosuly, after juuuust waking up I really was thinking this). This epidemic lasted about 7 minutes. When I could talk without tasting blood I called my parents and asked them what I should do. My mom said it was probably an abssess on my tonsil that finally ruptured. Both of them said to go back to the Health Center. In the end the head physician, Laura, "ur back again!" said that there must've been an abssess on the BACK of my tonsil where they couldn't see it and it finally was so big it burst. The good news is, I am in no more pain whatsoever. So this whole ordeal of lumps on my neck, my tonsils swelling up and not being able to swallow or talk was because of one damn lump probably no bigger than a big zit on my tonsil.

Ok, but I really started this entry to talk about a music video that I saw while I was waiting... It was for the song, "someday" by Nickleback which is still one I quite enjoy, not only bc of the memories that go with it but I dunno, a catchy tune I guess. I never had cable so i never watched MTV, but that is what was on in the waiting room. It was actually quite moving, the video that is. It started off with this girl in her apartment and she looks at the newspaper, droppes her milk on the ground and starts bawling. She picks up a guy's shirt smells it, is stil crying, screaming, and throws stuff into a suitcase. While this is going on u see a guy sitting at the kitchen table looking confused and trying to comfort her but she just brushes him off. She steps in the milk on the floor and u see her footprints as she walks toward the door. The guy steps in the milk and when he walks away there are no footprints. U think, huh? So the girl gets in her car, and the guy starts pounding on the window asking her to stop and not do it, begging her to stay. She ignores him and drives off. He is sprinting behind the car, she looks back in her rear view mirror tears still streaming down her face and there is no one running after the car. U still see him running after her tho, then u see a traffic light turn red, and suddenly a huuuge truck smashes into her car, the guy stands there in agony, ppl are running toward the girl's car. Standing there the guy sees a ghost like form come toawrd him, sees him, she has a smile on her face and they embrace. I'm thinkin... whaaat? Then the screen turns to a newspaper stand and u see on the front page the article she was reading that morning, the headline said something like, "Man dies in Bridge accident" and next to it is the picture of the guy. So... by all of this information the ghost of the bf was still in her apartment when she found out he died, she goes out driving, he tries to stop her, she gets killed, whether or not on purpose, and rejoins him as a ghost. *breath*

My roomie is leaving me for the weekend, so are kara and kate, so there is no one to eat with, workout with..... damn what am I gonna do?! hmph. My dad offered to come pick me up today but that would mean getting home around 8pm, and having to drive back sunday morning.... kinda pointless. Besides, I don't feel that sick anymore. I wish I was home to make apple pies with my mom tho. She was telling me how her and my aunt are trying to find SOME way of getting out of having to eat my grandmother's thanksgiving dinner... hahaha. Oh man, it's funny, but at the same time not bc it just shows how degenerating my gma's mind is getting... how she cooks so blandly, cooks the same stuff even if u tell her not to, cooks the same amount, yada yada yada... ok this entry is long enough.