when confused... go to meggyo!
Thursday. 5.20.04 8:46 pm
Sometimes I wonder why... and then I realize that the reason is because I love it!
Anytime that I catch myself wishing that I was part of a relationship, I look around me and realize that there is so much I have and will continue to learn from others that I would barely have time for one of my own... jk.. kinda. I love my position where I don't have questions about life or love, where I can sit back and observe, learn and offer a hand when asked. Sure, occasionally I miss being involved with someone in my own life, but that will come with time right? It is one thing with which I don't have to grow up yet.
We are at a point in our lives when we are forced to decipher what we want to do with our life, we shouldn't have to also tackle who we want to be spending it with. Yet we are... in small and large ways. Innocence is drifting away as a harsh reality of double edged swords slides in as the only fact we know.
Take the time u have with those that make u happy and treasure it. Everyone who is part of our lives is here for a season, a reason or a lifetime. We don't have to know which category anyone belongs in yet, bc things change, so make the most out of every experience. Don't worry about being hurt or hurting, as long as ur intentions are to love and befriend, ur always right. It takes two people to make a frienship or a relationship, which means it takes two people to hurt someone bc both go in knowing that it might not be what they expected. U take things as they come.
I used to think that the only thing u could control was urself, but now I realize that oneself is often the hardest to decipher, let alone control. With anything, if there are ups there will be downs in some way or another... u just have to decide what is worth risking to reach those ups. I say, take that risk and go for it, live, love and cherish more than u think is possible. To interact and be part of someone's live in whatever shape and form that might be, is the best thing anyone could experience, so take it, learn, remember and never regret it. To everything there is a purpose... and never give up the chance to say thank you or I love you.
Thank you truely for all the "meggyo, I love you"s today.
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