So I'm up.... dunno whyyyy exactly seeing how I went to bed last night at 1am. *shrug*

So last night. Had dinner with the family, (got to drive to my grandparents all by myself) and that was arite. Food wasn't great but the company was hilarious bc my grandparents who I rarely talk to always end up going off on some tangents about the past... and this time it was my grdmother going off about how it was giving birth to my mother. "hey, mom, I just had a baby girl" "stop lying, ur lying, *click*" "maaaaaaaa!" haha. Then wandered home to get online fer a good long time doing absolutely nothing with other ppl who were doing absolutely nothing. Thennn, Tom came on and we tried to get ppl together for coffee at the Grill at 9pm, but ppl were either too bored to move or had resigned to other forms of entertainment like watching a movie. So, we decided, heck with it, we'll go anyway.

Sat down at the Grill, and thus began an awesome 2 hours of just talking. (with occasional sips of the coffee that kept refilling itself every so often) I guess we talked about me, him, his relationship/Courtney, friendships, friends that went down a diff path, dealing with their habits, being directed in life, knowing what both of us want to do with our lives, being some of the only ppl we know like that, sorting thoughts about what he can do with his band having a gig the same day as Courtney's grad party 4 hours away (which we just discussed like 3 min ago again, so I hope I helped), obligations, love, how do u know?, the "ultimate end" and the "ideal end", surrealness, my questions about stuff, intuition, past high school experiences, how we both "came out of our shell" and started to really experience the world so much better, how awesome the whole thing is, how even tho we are all going off to college, there will always be "our group" of friends even if it is with new ppl, there WILL be ppl who don't drink or do pot in college, even if it doesn't seem like it... the list can go on and on. But really, what I got out of it was the realization that, mannnn we have only known each other for 6-7 months tops and look at how just getting to know someone who u didn't know before, what it can give u! It's not so much of a connection per say, but just someone who is at the same place in life. While we can push around how stupid people are, and how dumb society is, we mostly just boast and smile about how wonderful simple experiences are... like who else smiles that much about walking in the rain, or enjoying a car ride with munchies and blankets listening to awesome music, or just sitting in a smoky diner drinking coffee! I love experiences like that, no flashy banners or flying colors, bc it is the people u are with that make it magical and rememberable.

Also watched Runaway Jury when I got home,... good movie.

So now onto an incredibley boring day....

"Being totally fair is impossible... it is the fact that u are trying to be fair that counts" -me, from this morning's convo

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